Hmm. Not sure why I had this inspiration to write this post. Just though I would write about my volunteer job over at GosuGamers and what I hope to achieve from it.
Well what do I do? Basically I do whatever a sports reporter does on the newspaper. I write about the latest player transfer in the professional DotA scene. Do interview with players about their wins at certain tournaments or just a fun interview in general. Besides that, I also help my other colleagues with other things. Such as organizing events and talking with peoples of the scene about some things. Thats more or less what I do I suppose. A lot of people will say that its so stupid to do such a thing. I respect their views, but I dont think its a stupid thing to do. I believe in the future, maybe not the near future but in the future. Wars will be fought out on the computer rather than on the battlefields. Scores between nations will be settled using a mouse and keyboard.
On to what I expect to gain from this. To be honest, I dont know. I know I like writing and getting to know more about the eSports scene. Learning how things work and so on. Its pretty cool. Writing for GosuGamers, is to me something that I can be very proud about. One of the reason being, I am the only Malaysian to write for them. Not only that, I believe that i have contributed to the team in a very positive way. The fact that GosuGamers is one of the biggest sites for DotA and also one of the biggest eSports site in general makes me that much more proud. Coming from a small city in Malaysia, i can write on such a level speaks volumes to me. I may not write as good as some of the better editors from Fnatic, MYM or SK-Gaming. But hei I'm still damn proud of it.
Ok, kinda off topic there. lol. Back to topic. What do I expect to gain. Like I said, I'm not sure exactly. I suppose one of the things that i would like to gain is how to help promote eSports in Malaysia. It may not seem like it, but Malaysia has a pretty thriving eSports scene with very iconic people. For example, our FIFA representative for WCG, Si_Jali can give the top players from Germany a hard time in the final eight matches. We also have a very renowned eSports organization, DuskBin which houses one of the best StarCraft team outside of Korea. While these are all great, I would like to help promote eSports to be more accepted publicly, it doesnt have to be like what you see in Korea, but at least we dont get the stereotype look when we say we play on a competitive level.
That should be all that I seek to gain from this I suppose. Well, thats all I have on my mind right now. So I guess I'll sign off here. See ya dudes.
-Mr^Blue
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Stress, emoness and homesick
Finally decided to post something. Well, like I expected, I will start posting when I am in Perth. Due to three factors. The stress, emoness of life and homesickness. Hence the current post title.
Its been over three weeks since i came back to Perth to pursue my studies once again. This time though, I continue my studies in one of Perth's most prestigious universities, The University of Western Australia. In short, UWA. So yeah, I'm currently studying Computer Science/Commerce. It was Engineering/Commerce before, but i decided to change it like three days before lectures start. Why? You may ask. Its something that I've thought about in the past few weeks. Being an engineer is not something that attracts me. Engineering isn't even something that comes close to being part of my interest. Many people wont agree with my choice. They will look down at me for not giving a try and so on. Fair argument. In the end however, its me who is going to be studying, not you. So respect my choice.
Besides that, I've been pretty homesick this time around. Have no idea why, but I just do. I figured its because this time around, I'll be staying alone unlike last year with my aunt. Staying with relatives changes things so much. Makes you feel much accepted easier. Feels so different living with friends. I guess that is part of life that I have to learn. So be it, bring it on baby.
I guess that will be all for today. See ya later peeps.
-Mr^Blue~
Its been over three weeks since i came back to Perth to pursue my studies once again. This time though, I continue my studies in one of Perth's most prestigious universities, The University of Western Australia. In short, UWA. So yeah, I'm currently studying Computer Science/Commerce. It was Engineering/Commerce before, but i decided to change it like three days before lectures start. Why? You may ask. Its something that I've thought about in the past few weeks. Being an engineer is not something that attracts me. Engineering isn't even something that comes close to being part of my interest. Many people wont agree with my choice. They will look down at me for not giving a try and so on. Fair argument. In the end however, its me who is going to be studying, not you. So respect my choice.
Besides that, I've been pretty homesick this time around. Have no idea why, but I just do. I figured its because this time around, I'll be staying alone unlike last year with my aunt. Staying with relatives changes things so much. Makes you feel much accepted easier. Feels so different living with friends. I guess that is part of life that I have to learn. So be it, bring it on baby.
I guess that will be all for today. See ya later peeps.
-Mr^Blue~
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Un-MIA myself
Oh well. Got back to Miri quite a while ago. Feels good to be back once again, miss the food here so much. Kolok mee, Claypot Prawn Noodles and everything else. Woah. They never tasted this good. lol. Anyway some updates on my life so far:
On the 27th to 29th of November, I was at Meleka. Doing what? Attending the world's most prestigious DotA tournament-SMM Grand National DotA Tournament. Where teams from all around the world to grab the prize pool that is involved. RM42000 to the champions. I dint go just as a spectator, I went as a Media. You see, I am an editor for one of the biggest DotA website in the world-Gosugamers. So I represented GosuGamers at SMM. Went and covered the whole event for them. I did pretty well considering this is my very first LAN and coverage done. Also I was doing it solo. So yeah, pretty good effort from me. Anyway the event was great, I get to meet some really cool players, some I never thought I would ever meet. For example, the whole MYM line-up, PMS girls and the guys from PokerIdol. They are all pretty cool dudes. Also met up with the GameStath shoutcasters, TobiWanKenobi and Will. They shoutcast DotA games really well, props to them for making the event that much better. Oh yeah, one of the highlights of the event was the funmatch between team Media vs team MCiTY from Australia. Team Media lost, but meh, it was damn fun to play. Team media consisted of Me(GosuGamers), ReiNN(myMYM), Toby(GameStath), Will(GameStath) and Phil(Gamestath). Should have seen Toby shouting during the game. He was so loud, guess thats what happens when you shoutcast DotA. lol. The other highlight is of course meeting PMS|furryfish*, the cutest DotA player around. She is a girl btw, I aint gay. Cant really bother reblogging about SMM as I've done it on GosuGamers already. So if you want to read it click here.
What else after that? Hmm. Nothing much I guess. Un-MIA myself for blogging. Got my results. Damn happy about my results. I got 77.3 for my CPS, which I only needed 67. WooHoo!!!! UWA here I come!!!!!!!!! Now to ask my dad for a PS3. Hmm.
Oh and I've decided to close my blog to the public, only those close to me can read it. I'd prefer not to, but things happened so I choose to protect myself. Till next time, see yaz peeps.
-Mr^Blue~
On the 27th to 29th of November, I was at Meleka. Doing what? Attending the world's most prestigious DotA tournament-SMM Grand National DotA Tournament. Where teams from all around the world to grab the prize pool that is involved. RM42000 to the champions. I dint go just as a spectator, I went as a Media. You see, I am an editor for one of the biggest DotA website in the world-Gosugamers. So I represented GosuGamers at SMM. Went and covered the whole event for them. I did pretty well considering this is my very first LAN and coverage done. Also I was doing it solo. So yeah, pretty good effort from me. Anyway the event was great, I get to meet some really cool players, some I never thought I would ever meet. For example, the whole MYM line-up, PMS girls and the guys from PokerIdol. They are all pretty cool dudes. Also met up with the GameStath shoutcasters, TobiWanKenobi and Will. They shoutcast DotA games really well, props to them for making the event that much better. Oh yeah, one of the highlights of the event was the funmatch between team Media vs team MCiTY from Australia. Team Media lost, but meh, it was damn fun to play. Team media consisted of Me(GosuGamers), ReiNN(myMYM), Toby(GameStath), Will(GameStath) and Phil(Gamestath). Should have seen Toby shouting during the game. He was so loud, guess thats what happens when you shoutcast DotA. lol. The other highlight is of course meeting PMS|furryfish*, the cutest DotA player around. She is a girl btw, I aint gay. Cant really bother reblogging about SMM as I've done it on GosuGamers already. So if you want to read it click here.
What else after that? Hmm. Nothing much I guess. Un-MIA myself for blogging. Got my results. Damn happy about my results. I got 77.3 for my CPS, which I only needed 67. WooHoo!!!! UWA here I come!!!!!!!!! Now to ask my dad for a PS3. Hmm.
Oh and I've decided to close my blog to the public, only those close to me can read it. I'd prefer not to, but things happened so I choose to protect myself. Till next time, see yaz peeps.
-Mr^Blue~
Monday, August 3, 2009
Updates
Hmm. Been a long time since I updated. No idea why. Couldnt think of much to update I suppose. I could continue with the AWHYO clan, but it's now Melody's turn. Couldnt be bothered. lol. Anyway, here are some updates on what happened these past few weeks.
-Got my results back. Not what I expected. Rather disappointed at myself. Barely passed Physics. Got 70% for Computer Science when I was expecting at least 80%. Chemistry was pretty surprising that I got 68%. Applicable Maths was rather disappointing too. Expected higher. Grr. ELACS nothing to talk about since it doesnt matter in my final mark anyway.
-Confirmed myself going to KL next January for the AWHYO KL gathering. Flight is same as Susan and Melody. Going to be so damn crazy with Melody around. I will sit far away from her. lol. Flight has been booked. Left the most annoying part. The hotel. What want to save lar. What squeeze all together lar. Aduh. Annoying as hell.
-Annoyed and angry at Aunt for nagging about not going to do the Calculus brigding course. Its one of the things I hate most to hear. Comes second to talking about my results. I know my results arent good ok? Dont freaking pressure me anymore. I know what I should do. I'm already 19 for crying out loud. Just shut up and let me be. I will decide for myself.
-In DotA news. Eryc just left the Kingsurf organization and took Ks.Int, Ks.Cn, Ks.Sg and Ks.Cs with him. Just to clarify things. Here is the story as to why he left Kingsurf.
Before WCG-Asian Championship and Asian DotA championship. Eryc split Ks.DotA into Ks.Sg and Ks.my. Results of both teams were underwhelming. So Eryc decided to reform Ks.Dota. However, Ks-Yamateh dint want it reformed and wanted Eryc to just support Ks.My or Ks.Sg. Eryc stood his ground and wanted it reformed. Since Kingsurf has always sponsored Ks.My only. So Eryc left Kingsurf and found a new sponsor. Cyber Gaming Club along with their long time sponsor are the new teams sponsor. They are playing under the tag Razer.CGC until they find a better name. Speaking about names. To find the best name for the new time. Eryc is holding a competition to name the new team. The winner will win a Razer Destructor mousepad signed by Ks.Cn and Ks.DotA. I joined. Hehe. Cant help it. Fan of the team.
-Another DotA news and regarding Razer.CGC. Jolie is back. While Honey is out due to playing too much WoW and no motivation to play. Old school line-up. Woot. The most imba line-up ever. Here is the rooster:
Razer.CGC.Swy (Puppey)
Razer.CGC.joliE
Razer.CGC.LvnT (LevenT)
Razer.CGC.GK^K (Kuroky)
Razer.CGC.Mi (Miracle)
Thats all the updates I can think of. See yaz peeps.
-Mr^Blue~
-Got my results back. Not what I expected. Rather disappointed at myself. Barely passed Physics. Got 70% for Computer Science when I was expecting at least 80%. Chemistry was pretty surprising that I got 68%. Applicable Maths was rather disappointing too. Expected higher. Grr. ELACS nothing to talk about since it doesnt matter in my final mark anyway.
-Confirmed myself going to KL next January for the AWHYO KL gathering. Flight is same as Susan and Melody. Going to be so damn crazy with Melody around. I will sit far away from her. lol. Flight has been booked. Left the most annoying part. The hotel. What want to save lar. What squeeze all together lar. Aduh. Annoying as hell.
-Annoyed and angry at Aunt for nagging about not going to do the Calculus brigding course. Its one of the things I hate most to hear. Comes second to talking about my results. I know my results arent good ok? Dont freaking pressure me anymore. I know what I should do. I'm already 19 for crying out loud. Just shut up and let me be. I will decide for myself.
-In DotA news. Eryc just left the Kingsurf organization and took Ks.Int, Ks.Cn, Ks.Sg and Ks.Cs with him. Just to clarify things. Here is the story as to why he left Kingsurf.
Before WCG-Asian Championship and Asian DotA championship. Eryc split Ks.DotA into Ks.Sg and Ks.my. Results of both teams were underwhelming. So Eryc decided to reform Ks.Dota. However, Ks-Yamateh dint want it reformed and wanted Eryc to just support Ks.My or Ks.Sg. Eryc stood his ground and wanted it reformed. Since Kingsurf has always sponsored Ks.My only. So Eryc left Kingsurf and found a new sponsor. Cyber Gaming Club along with their long time sponsor are the new teams sponsor. They are playing under the tag Razer.CGC until they find a better name. Speaking about names. To find the best name for the new time. Eryc is holding a competition to name the new team. The winner will win a Razer Destructor mousepad signed by Ks.Cn and Ks.DotA. I joined. Hehe. Cant help it. Fan of the team.
-Another DotA news and regarding Razer.CGC. Jolie is back. While Honey is out due to playing too much WoW and no motivation to play. Old school line-up. Woot. The most imba line-up ever. Here is the rooster:
Razer.CGC.Swy (Puppey)
Razer.CGC.joliE
Razer.CGC.LvnT (LevenT)
Razer.CGC.GK^K (Kuroky)
Razer.CGC.Mi (Miracle)
Thats all the updates I can think of. See yaz peeps.
-Mr^Blue~
Monday, July 20, 2009
CYPG Camp
On the 16th to 19th of July, I went to my first ever camp in another country. It was a camp organized by the church that I attend here in Perth. Comments on the camp? It was great. I really felt God's blessing upon us the whole camp. I can probably rename it into Blessing camp instead of CYPG camp. I'll write on why I think so later. But first. Let me tell you guys something more about this camp.
This camp was held at a location known as Leschenaultia camp site. Long name I know, very hard to pronounce too. The camp site is an one hour drive from the church. One and a half if your slow. Oh yeah. The camp site owner is a Christian, so its good for us too. The camp site isnt bad, there was no water and electricity for almost the whole of the first day. But no matter, its a blessing in disguise. The most amazing thing about this camp site, is that it actually has hot water for showers. Out of all the camps I have been to. None and absolutely none had hot water for showers. God bless. Oh yeah almost forgot. The theme for this camp was "我的团契，我的家".
Remember how I said there was no electricity and water for almost the whole of the first day? And how I said its a blessing in disguise? You might think I am crazy. But I can tell you, its really a blessing in disguise. If you guys know what the theme is about. It talks about being a family and loving one another. Through having no electricity and water we really felt the love and familism(is this even a word?). I think I see question marks appearing on my readers. Ok, here's the deal. Each group was suppose to cook their own dinner last night. The plan was for us to find the hidden ingredients then cook it. But due to the slight setback of no electricity and water. It wasnt possible. So in the end, we were given all the ingredients, a pot of water and a hint on what to cook. That's all. Imagine, a pot of water only. We need to wash our ingredients with that water, clean our utensils and so on with just a pot of water. How difficult is that?
Difficult yes, but its possible. So in the end, me and Kenneth's group decided to team-up to make one large feast. With no water and electricity you would imagine every group member would be whining or complaining here and there the whole time. Amazingly they dint, they did complain at the start but stop after about five minutes and just started preparing and cooking. You can really see the God's blessing in disguise here. Through this preparation progress we bonded together so much better. You could feel that we are just one big family in Christ. Instead of individuals. It was just great. If there was a chance, I would like to bring this activity(minus the no electricity and water part) back to my church in Miri. Its just too wonderful to pass. One of the blessing from the camp.
The second day, there was games to play. Wont talk too much about the games, its not exactly very important. The games was great, 4 man tug of war and a capture the flag style of water fights. Epic. That will be all about the games. In the evening, we were asked to get ready at around 5pm to be whisked away to a secret location. That location being Karakamia wildlife park. Due to some communication problems. The person who was suppose to lead us to the park went off without waiting for us. Because of that, all of the remaining cars lost their way to the park. We searched for the way to the park and found it in the end thanks to God's grace. But we were like 30 minutes late. Hey, we arrived dint we? All's good. Blessing number two.
After visiting the wildlife park, we went back to the camp site for dinner. Dont worry, not cooking it ourselves this night. While having dinner, Adrian started the camp fire outside. It was meant for our sharing that night. Just minutes before the sharing, it started to drizzle. We were all worried that our plans would be ruined. So me and a few other brothers prayed for good weather that night. Once we finished praying, and stepped out onto the campfire. There was no rain in sight. The dark clouds in the sky even cleared, showing us a wonderful night sky with lots of beautiful stars. We marveled at God's great creation and God's grace on this camp during the sharing. Another blessing from God.
There wasn't anything interesting happening on the last day. So I'll skip that. But when I sit back and reflect about this camp. I can really feel God's ever loving grace. How he blesses us in the strangest and most unthinkable way. I am sure many of the camp attendees went back with a lot more than when they came. God bless.
-Mr^Blue~
PS. I forgot to add that I forgot to bring my toothbrush during these three days of camp. I ended up using my finger to brush my teeth. Very unique experience. But not recommended.
This camp was held at a location known as Leschenaultia camp site. Long name I know, very hard to pronounce too. The camp site is an one hour drive from the church. One and a half if your slow. Oh yeah. The camp site owner is a Christian, so its good for us too. The camp site isnt bad, there was no water and electricity for almost the whole of the first day. But no matter, its a blessing in disguise. The most amazing thing about this camp site, is that it actually has hot water for showers. Out of all the camps I have been to. None and absolutely none had hot water for showers. God bless. Oh yeah almost forgot. The theme for this camp was "我的团契，我的家".
Remember how I said there was no electricity and water for almost the whole of the first day? And how I said its a blessing in disguise? You might think I am crazy. But I can tell you, its really a blessing in disguise. If you guys know what the theme is about. It talks about being a family and loving one another. Through having no electricity and water we really felt the love and familism(is this even a word?). I think I see question marks appearing on my readers. Ok, here's the deal. Each group was suppose to cook their own dinner last night. The plan was for us to find the hidden ingredients then cook it. But due to the slight setback of no electricity and water. It wasnt possible. So in the end, we were given all the ingredients, a pot of water and a hint on what to cook. That's all. Imagine, a pot of water only. We need to wash our ingredients with that water, clean our utensils and so on with just a pot of water. How difficult is that?
Difficult yes, but its possible. So in the end, me and Kenneth's group decided to team-up to make one large feast. With no water and electricity you would imagine every group member would be whining or complaining here and there the whole time. Amazingly they dint, they did complain at the start but stop after about five minutes and just started preparing and cooking. You can really see the God's blessing in disguise here. Through this preparation progress we bonded together so much better. You could feel that we are just one big family in Christ. Instead of individuals. It was just great. If there was a chance, I would like to bring this activity(minus the no electricity and water part) back to my church in Miri. Its just too wonderful to pass. One of the blessing from the camp.
The second day, there was games to play. Wont talk too much about the games, its not exactly very important. The games was great, 4 man tug of war and a capture the flag style of water fights. Epic. That will be all about the games. In the evening, we were asked to get ready at around 5pm to be whisked away to a secret location. That location being Karakamia wildlife park. Due to some communication problems. The person who was suppose to lead us to the park went off without waiting for us. Because of that, all of the remaining cars lost their way to the park. We searched for the way to the park and found it in the end thanks to God's grace. But we were like 30 minutes late. Hey, we arrived dint we? All's good. Blessing number two.
After visiting the wildlife park, we went back to the camp site for dinner. Dont worry, not cooking it ourselves this night. While having dinner, Adrian started the camp fire outside. It was meant for our sharing that night. Just minutes before the sharing, it started to drizzle. We were all worried that our plans would be ruined. So me and a few other brothers prayed for good weather that night. Once we finished praying, and stepped out onto the campfire. There was no rain in sight. The dark clouds in the sky even cleared, showing us a wonderful night sky with lots of beautiful stars. We marveled at God's great creation and God's grace on this camp during the sharing. Another blessing from God.
There wasn't anything interesting happening on the last day. So I'll skip that. But when I sit back and reflect about this camp. I can really feel God's ever loving grace. How he blesses us in the strangest and most unthinkable way. I am sure many of the camp attendees went back with a lot more than when they came. God bless.
-Mr^Blue~
PS. I forgot to add that I forgot to bring my toothbrush during these three days of camp. I ended up using my finger to brush my teeth. Very unique experience. But not recommended.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Definition of Mr^Blue~
Was sitting in the bust today while on the way home and this came into my mind. What defines Mr^Blue~? Or more specifically. What defines me? As in what makes me who I am? What characteristics do I have that makes me special? The ones that you can tell its me if there was a clone of me running around trying to pretend to be me. Been thinking about it. I have some ideas as to what makes me. Me. Not sure if everyone would agree or not. But its what I think it is. So leave a comment if you dont agree and say why. Thanks.
First off, I am loyal to my friends. Those that I am close to, I am willing to go to any lengths to help them when they are in need. Sometimes its probably a bit over for a friend. But heck. Thats what makes me tick. I've helped someone pay for something he cant. I've sent various friends home although its not on the way. I've helped check friend's Uni assignments late into the night although I am still in College. Sometimes, I think I treat friends better than family. I guess my circle of friends is a part of the defining me.
Another thing is probably my religion. I can say I am religious. My faith is what keeps me going day by day. Fellowships during weekends is something that I look forward to everyday. Sunday worship is a time when I feel at peace. I must be honest. If not for my religion. I probably wouldnt be here typing these words here right now. There are lots of time when life jus feels too much to bear. Too much stress. Too much expectations to meet. Too much of everything. But thank God, I still have him. He helped me through a lot of things. For that I am thankful He brought me into a Christian family.
I like to get myself busy with various activities. Before, in school. Concert, Prefect, Orientation. I've all been involved. I enjoy being involved in them. In the planning. The execution. And finally seeing everything come into perfection. Where every tiredness and stress pays off. Its actually my secret ambition to be an Event Manager. Managing events like concerts, weddings or better yet, game launch parties. Wonder would that happen? Time will tell.
Technology is something that can be closely labeled with me. I love technology. Computers(Macs only), phones, game consoles or anything technology. I love them. I like to read up on the latest news of anything happening in the tech world. I like to be updated on the latest game releases for every single console that I own or dont own. I like to drool on things that is too expensive for me to buy. Me and technology. We are so fit for each other.
"Warriors of the night assemble!!!" Famous quote by Priestess of the Moon of my favorite computer games of all. DotA!!!!! I really like this particular game. No idea why, but its the only game that can keep me hooked on for so long. Been playing it for at least 3 years already. Woah. Thats seriously long. I've seen the imba lifesteal Naix, the cant-kill-anything Storm Spirit and the boring old razor who just chain lightnings. Favorite heroes are Luna, Vengeful Spirit and Rogue Knight(Love the new one).
I am also an avid follower of eSports. Electronic Sports, the very young industry yet having a bright future at the same time. In particular, I am interested in the discipline of DotA. I follow the news of all major tournaments. I follow the news of all team disbandment or pick-ups. Ask me which team a certain player plays for. I am sure to be able to tell you. I'm particularly interested in the Malaysian DotA team and its sub-divisions. Kingsurf.Dota, Kingsurf.International and Kingsurf.China. Hope my application to be a reporter for them becomes reality.
Last but not least, I am an avid gamer. I like to play games. And unlike most DotAians. I do play other games. Not PC games though. Console games. I own a DS, two PSPs and one Wii. The PS3 is coming soon. Look my DS. Touch screen pawns them all. Hard to spread the love sometimes. Hehe. Favorite genre of games is of course. RPGs. Like to explore the virtual land and discover new virtual things. Only RPGs can keep me hooked for hours at ends.
Thats me, from my point of view. Agree or not? Up to you to decide. I might update this if i think there is more to me than those above. Please comment. Thanks for reading. And I am out.
-Mr^Blue~
First off, I am loyal to my friends. Those that I am close to, I am willing to go to any lengths to help them when they are in need. Sometimes its probably a bit over for a friend. But heck. Thats what makes me tick. I've helped someone pay for something he cant. I've sent various friends home although its not on the way. I've helped check friend's Uni assignments late into the night although I am still in College. Sometimes, I think I treat friends better than family. I guess my circle of friends is a part of the defining me.
Another thing is probably my religion. I can say I am religious. My faith is what keeps me going day by day. Fellowships during weekends is something that I look forward to everyday. Sunday worship is a time when I feel at peace. I must be honest. If not for my religion. I probably wouldnt be here typing these words here right now. There are lots of time when life jus feels too much to bear. Too much stress. Too much expectations to meet. Too much of everything. But thank God, I still have him. He helped me through a lot of things. For that I am thankful He brought me into a Christian family.
I like to get myself busy with various activities. Before, in school. Concert, Prefect, Orientation. I've all been involved. I enjoy being involved in them. In the planning. The execution. And finally seeing everything come into perfection. Where every tiredness and stress pays off. Its actually my secret ambition to be an Event Manager. Managing events like concerts, weddings or better yet, game launch parties. Wonder would that happen? Time will tell.
Technology is something that can be closely labeled with me. I love technology. Computers(Macs only), phones, game consoles or anything technology. I love them. I like to read up on the latest news of anything happening in the tech world. I like to be updated on the latest game releases for every single console that I own or dont own. I like to drool on things that is too expensive for me to buy. Me and technology. We are so fit for each other.
"Warriors of the night assemble!!!" Famous quote by Priestess of the Moon of my favorite computer games of all. DotA!!!!! I really like this particular game. No idea why, but its the only game that can keep me hooked on for so long. Been playing it for at least 3 years already. Woah. Thats seriously long. I've seen the imba lifesteal Naix, the cant-kill-anything Storm Spirit and the boring old razor who just chain lightnings. Favorite heroes are Luna, Vengeful Spirit and Rogue Knight(Love the new one).
I am also an avid follower of eSports. Electronic Sports, the very young industry yet having a bright future at the same time. In particular, I am interested in the discipline of DotA. I follow the news of all major tournaments. I follow the news of all team disbandment or pick-ups. Ask me which team a certain player plays for. I am sure to be able to tell you. I'm particularly interested in the Malaysian DotA team and its sub-divisions. Kingsurf.Dota, Kingsurf.International and Kingsurf.China. Hope my application to be a reporter for them becomes reality.
Last but not least, I am an avid gamer. I like to play games. And unlike most DotAians. I do play other games. Not PC games though. Console games. I own a DS, two PSPs and one Wii. The PS3 is coming soon. Look my DS. Touch screen pawns them all. Hard to spread the love sometimes. Hehe. Favorite genre of games is of course. RPGs. Like to explore the virtual land and discover new virtual things. Only RPGs can keep me hooked for hours at ends.
Thats me, from my point of view. Agree or not? Up to you to decide. I might update this if i think there is more to me than those above. Please comment. Thanks for reading. And I am out.
-Mr^Blue~
Sunday, June 14, 2009
The dreaded word. Tests.
Grr. Lots of test next week. ELACS,Physics, Chemistry and Maths. Grr. Dont mind Maths and ELACS. But Physics and Chemistry. Grr. Same day too, one period after the next lagi. Grr. Hate it. Anyway, I've prepared what I should have. Lets hope I can do better this time. Pray for me. I need it.
Oh. I'm thinking of adding a new section to my blog. Not really a section but a category I will blog about. Its going to be called "Peoples in my Life". As some might have guessed. Its about the people around my life. My parents, friends, relatives and maybe enemies(dont have one). I'm going to try and finish the ones about AWHYO 1st then get the new one going. Hope its going to be a good read. Anyway. Thats all for now. See yaz.
Oh. I'm thinking of adding a new section to my blog. Not really a section but a category I will blog about. Its going to be called "Peoples in my Life". As some might have guessed. Its about the people around my life. My parents, friends, relatives and maybe enemies(dont have one). I'm going to try and finish the ones about AWHYO 1st then get the new one going. Hope its going to be a good read. Anyway. Thats all for now. See yaz.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Happenings
I find that theres a huge gap between my post nowadays. I'm posting like one article per week, which is rather sad. lol. Anyway, heres some random updates on happenings around me.
-Just found out Susan is going over to Labuan for Matriculation. Rather surprised by this to be honest. Cause well, going for Matriculation is like being trained to be half Muslim. Knowing how Susan is like, its a real wonder why she would chose to go. However, it is a good thing. That way she can have a better future. All the best.
-Melo became so emo due to Susan's leaving. No surprise there. Miss Emo. Hehe. Dont kill me. Hehe. You still got your dear and laopo. Theres like lots of your other "hubbies" too.
-Got 18/20 for my Oral presentation. Stupid Tawsif made my group lose one mark due to referencing. Tawsif got like 19/20. I lost one mark for my timing. Was suppose to talk for just 5 minutes. Ended up being 10 minutes and 50 seconds for mine. Ouch.
-Have a rough idea on what I wanna study next year. Hope its the right choice I make. It aint going to be easy. But I'll preserve. Double degree with Accounting and Software Engineering. Bring it on baby. Gotta study study study.
-Semester exams end of June. Gonna try and score high on my Computer Science, Applicable Maths and Physics. Try and do somewhat ok in my Chemistry. Stupid exams.
-Aunt is coming over here next week. Uncle is planning to buy a house here, so she is here to take a look too. Dont really care if they come or not also. Hehe.
-Got my Computer Science assignment on Hardware back. Got 31/35. Not bad eh? Was suppose to be 29.5/35. But my lecturer must have forgotten to turn the last page when she was tallying up the marks for my assignment. Went and told her and she gave me the 1.5 marks. Computer Science is going to help me so much in my final score this year end. Muahahahha.
Thats all the things that I can think of. Till next time. See ya dudes.
-Mr^Blue~
-Just found out Susan is going over to Labuan for Matriculation. Rather surprised by this to be honest. Cause well, going for Matriculation is like being trained to be half Muslim. Knowing how Susan is like, its a real wonder why she would chose to go. However, it is a good thing. That way she can have a better future. All the best.
-Melo became so emo due to Susan's leaving. No surprise there. Miss Emo. Hehe. Dont kill me. Hehe. You still got your dear and laopo. Theres like lots of your other "hubbies" too.
-Got 18/20 for my Oral presentation. Stupid Tawsif made my group lose one mark due to referencing. Tawsif got like 19/20. I lost one mark for my timing. Was suppose to talk for just 5 minutes. Ended up being 10 minutes and 50 seconds for mine. Ouch.
-Have a rough idea on what I wanna study next year. Hope its the right choice I make. It aint going to be easy. But I'll preserve. Double degree with Accounting and Software Engineering. Bring it on baby. Gotta study study study.
-Semester exams end of June. Gonna try and score high on my Computer Science, Applicable Maths and Physics. Try and do somewhat ok in my Chemistry. Stupid exams.
-Aunt is coming over here next week. Uncle is planning to buy a house here, so she is here to take a look too. Dont really care if they come or not also. Hehe.
-Got my Computer Science assignment on Hardware back. Got 31/35. Not bad eh? Was suppose to be 29.5/35. But my lecturer must have forgotten to turn the last page when she was tallying up the marks for my assignment. Went and told her and she gave me the 1.5 marks. Computer Science is going to help me so much in my final score this year end. Muahahahha.
Thats all the things that I can think of. Till next time. See ya dudes.
-Mr^Blue~
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Chicken Cordon Bleu
Chicken Cordon Bleu: Thin pieces of chicken folded with ham and cheese then sauteed.
See that? Chicken Cordon Bleu. For 19 years of my life. The first time i cooked something so delicious. I feel so proud of myself. Although its a rather simple dish and I had help from Brandon. But it was still a great dish. And its so damn delicious. I feel so good. Hehe. Going to cook it for my mum when i go back. Have a taste of my great Chicken Cordon Bleu. You wait mum. You wait. Hehe.
Anyway, I'll let the photos of my Chicken Cordon Bleu do the talking. Muahahahhaha.
During the baking process. Drools at the aroma being given out.
Taking out of oven. Drools somemore.
Ready to be eaten. Stops drooling.
Mr^Blue~ the top chef(lol)
See that? Chicken Cordon Bleu. For 19 years of my life. The first time i cooked something so delicious. I feel so proud of myself. Although its a rather simple dish and I had help from Brandon. But it was still a great dish. And its so damn delicious. I feel so good. Hehe. Going to cook it for my mum when i go back. Have a taste of my great Chicken Cordon Bleu. You wait mum. You wait. Hehe.
Anyway, I'll let the photos of my Chicken Cordon Bleu do the talking. Muahahahhaha.
During the baking process. Drools at the aroma being given out.
Taking out of oven. Drools somemore.
Ready to be eaten. Stops drooling.
Mr^Blue~ the top chef(lol)
Monday, March 30, 2009
Happy Birthday mum
Its your birthday mum. So happy birthday. Just want to say. I'm not such a bad child as you think I am. I dont think you will see this. But thats just to let some steam out. I will do what you want me to. I wont spend my money much and I will study. Dont worry.
-Mr^Blue~
-Mr^Blue~
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Shivering.
My heart hurts. My emotions are flying about. My mind cant think straight. My body shivers. God. Help me.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
What should I be in the future?
The road not taken. The road that I must walk on in due course. The path of choosing my career choice. Life is full of decisions. Some that can be mended if you chose the wrong one. Some cant. The ones that can be mended are not that important. The ones that is a no-turning-back decision is the most important one. One of the decision everyone needs to do is to choose their career choice.
Some people already have a set goal in their mind. Engineer, Accountants, Lawyet and the list goes on. But me, I have no idea at all. The field that i want to be in doesnt seem to tickle my parents' fancy. Dont blame them too. The mentality about gaming is still there. Its bad for you. It ruins your life. Blah blah blah. Besides being rejected by my parents, another problem is that its not that easy to earn a living as a game designer in Malaysia. So i've pretty much swept that idea under the carpet.
Whats next on my list? Software Engineer. That allows me some flexibility for going into the gaming industry as most large game companies would need software engineers to write the game codes and mechanics. Theres always a con to everything. With engineering, to me. Its hard to be independent. I mean once your engineer. You'll be working for someone for the rest of your life. Not many engineers are actually capable of coming out and open a company. But thats still an option.
Accountancy is also one of my choices. My dad has an accounting firm. And the job prospect of an accountant is very high. The demand is so high in Malaysia. Problem with it, is that my mum doesnt seem to want me to do Accountancy. No idea why. She just doesnt seem so. Dad should be ok i suppose. But i am not sure. Accountancy is good for being able to open an accounting firm when you have the experience and so on. Its not a bad field too. The pay is enough to sustain my lifestyle. If you know me, then you would know what my lifestyle is like.
What else can i be? I have not much idea anymore. Anyone suggest me a good profession to be in? I'm open to ideas. Leave comments please.
-Mr^Blue~
Some people already have a set goal in their mind. Engineer, Accountants, Lawyet and the list goes on. But me, I have no idea at all. The field that i want to be in doesnt seem to tickle my parents' fancy. Dont blame them too. The mentality about gaming is still there. Its bad for you. It ruins your life. Blah blah blah. Besides being rejected by my parents, another problem is that its not that easy to earn a living as a game designer in Malaysia. So i've pretty much swept that idea under the carpet.
Whats next on my list? Software Engineer. That allows me some flexibility for going into the gaming industry as most large game companies would need software engineers to write the game codes and mechanics. Theres always a con to everything. With engineering, to me. Its hard to be independent. I mean once your engineer. You'll be working for someone for the rest of your life. Not many engineers are actually capable of coming out and open a company. But thats still an option.
Accountancy is also one of my choices. My dad has an accounting firm. And the job prospect of an accountant is very high. The demand is so high in Malaysia. Problem with it, is that my mum doesnt seem to want me to do Accountancy. No idea why. She just doesnt seem so. Dad should be ok i suppose. But i am not sure. Accountancy is good for being able to open an accounting firm when you have the experience and so on. Its not a bad field too. The pay is enough to sustain my lifestyle. If you know me, then you would know what my lifestyle is like.
What else can i be? I have not much idea anymore. Anyone suggest me a good profession to be in? I'm open to ideas. Leave comments please.
-Mr^Blue~
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Emoing and ranting.
Boredom does strange things to people. In my case, makes me think about myself and my life. I dont know what there is so much to think about. But I just do. If someone was to ask me to describe myself in one sentence. This is what i would say "Its not easy being me". Indeed, its not easy being me. Its extremely hard to be me. Trust me, I know.
Sometimes i wonder if I actually know myself or not. Sometimes, its just so frustrating being me. Trying to be the good child to my parents. But they never seem to know that I am just that. Never have they said a word of encouragement when I help around. Always accusing me of playing too much games when I have already cut down a lot on it. Even now in Perth, its very discouraging. Every time my parents want to talk to me. Its always to scold me or to tell me off. Its never just to ask "How are you?" "What are you going to do tomorrow?". Always to scold me for what I have done wrong. Never seeing what I have been doing right.
I have told myself that i want to be filial to my parents. Want to make them happy. Want them to lead a good life when they are old. However, my efforts never seem to cross over their minds. I listen to what you want me to do. How many times do I actually scold back at you guys before? I just keep quiet and listen to what you have to say even though I am really unhappy with it. I never argue back that what I do is wrong because I know you wont understand me. Not many do. I dont think anyone do to be exact, because like I said. I dont think I understand myself in the first place.
My smile, my laughter, my naughtiness. All a mask of what i underneath me. Everyday going to school. It always crosses my mind what my parents said about me. What my aunt thinks. You wont know what its like. Its mentally and emotionally taxing for me. The only comfort is listening to music. The song from Hear us Out 3 "交给我吧" is the song that gets me through a lot of it. The only song that can comfort me. Its my favourite song.
My heart is bleeding. All these pain and hardships. It hurts a lot. I know God you would only do this to me because You know that i can handle them. I pray that you will help me through these hard times ahead of me. I leave all of this to you and let you lead. Please guide me. I need you.
-Mr^Blue~
Sometimes i wonder if I actually know myself or not. Sometimes, its just so frustrating being me. Trying to be the good child to my parents. But they never seem to know that I am just that. Never have they said a word of encouragement when I help around. Always accusing me of playing too much games when I have already cut down a lot on it. Even now in Perth, its very discouraging. Every time my parents want to talk to me. Its always to scold me or to tell me off. Its never just to ask "How are you?" "What are you going to do tomorrow?". Always to scold me for what I have done wrong. Never seeing what I have been doing right.
I have told myself that i want to be filial to my parents. Want to make them happy. Want them to lead a good life when they are old. However, my efforts never seem to cross over their minds. I listen to what you want me to do. How many times do I actually scold back at you guys before? I just keep quiet and listen to what you have to say even though I am really unhappy with it. I never argue back that what I do is wrong because I know you wont understand me. Not many do. I dont think anyone do to be exact, because like I said. I dont think I understand myself in the first place.
My smile, my laughter, my naughtiness. All a mask of what i underneath me. Everyday going to school. It always crosses my mind what my parents said about me. What my aunt thinks. You wont know what its like. Its mentally and emotionally taxing for me. The only comfort is listening to music. The song from Hear us Out 3 "交给我吧" is the song that gets me through a lot of it. The only song that can comfort me. Its my favourite song.
My heart is bleeding. All these pain and hardships. It hurts a lot. I know God you would only do this to me because You know that i can handle them. I pray that you will help me through these hard times ahead of me. I leave all of this to you and let you lead. Please guide me. I need you.
-Mr^Blue~
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Support
A tall building. A person on the verge of death. A normal teenager. What do all these things have in common? They all need support of some kind. A building needs strong and deep rafters to be able to climb the skies. A sick person needs oxygen masks for life support. A teenager needs the support of his/her parents to feel included.
Thats something that i cant seem to get. Support. Especially support from my family. Not the whole family, just one person. My mum. I dont know why, nor do i understand why she doesnt seem to give me any support at all. She goes to my sister's every single performance. No matter how expensive or hard to get the tickets are. She goes to great length to make sure my sister's performance is the best that it can be.
But me? Nothing. Nil. Zero. Nada. No support for any of my performances. Although I dont perform that many things, nor am I well versed in any special talents, I still need support from you.
Where were you during the numerous performances she had? Backstage helping or front stage watching, waiting for the time to take her photo. Where were you during her primary school graduation ceremony? Sitting at front stage, watching patiently from the start till the end. What did you do when the teacher in charge said they had to buy more expensive pieces of cloth to make the costume? Handed over the money without second though although the costume.
Where were you when i first danced on stage during MGC Pujut's teenage fellowships 20th anniversary? At home. Where were you when i sang in front of thousands of people as part of the Prefectorial Board's choir during last year's school concert? At home. Where were you when i received my service star award for being a prefect? At work. Where were you during my primary school graduation? At work. Where were you during my secondary school graduation? At work. What did you do when i said I bought the 20th anniversary Tee Shirt because i needed it? Scold me for buying more clothes.
During the 20th anniversary celebration. I wished so much you would come and watch me dance. I am dancing mum. On stage. Its nothing much, but I wished you would come and watch me. During last year's school concert. I hinted you to come and watch me sing in the choir. I even hoped that you would ask Yiyimama if she wanted to go so that the chances you would go is higher. But, throughout the three days that i performed. You dint even come close to the proximity of the hall. Last year was my secondary school graduation and prize giving ceremony. I was hoping you would at least ask if I wanted you to go or not. But you dint even say a word about it. When i saw Simon's parents' happy face when he got the service star award. I was so envious. He was a just a mere prefect like me mum. Not a very high ranking prefect and his parents would go and see him take the star award. Me? Just the thousands of random students watching.
I am your son mum. Please support me. I wonder sometimes. Would you even come to my graduation when I finish university in four to five years time? I know there are times that I dint ask if you would want to go or not. I know you dont want to. So I dint ask. She dint ask too, and you would show up every time she has a performance. At least dad is fair. He doesnt go for any of hers, nor my performances. Can you show me a little bit of support please? Just a bit.
-Mr^Blue~
Thats something that i cant seem to get. Support. Especially support from my family. Not the whole family, just one person. My mum. I dont know why, nor do i understand why she doesnt seem to give me any support at all. She goes to my sister's every single performance. No matter how expensive or hard to get the tickets are. She goes to great length to make sure my sister's performance is the best that it can be.
But me? Nothing. Nil. Zero. Nada. No support for any of my performances. Although I dont perform that many things, nor am I well versed in any special talents, I still need support from you.
Where were you during the numerous performances she had? Backstage helping or front stage watching, waiting for the time to take her photo. Where were you during her primary school graduation ceremony? Sitting at front stage, watching patiently from the start till the end. What did you do when the teacher in charge said they had to buy more expensive pieces of cloth to make the costume? Handed over the money without second though although the costume.
Where were you when i first danced on stage during MGC Pujut's teenage fellowships 20th anniversary? At home. Where were you when i sang in front of thousands of people as part of the Prefectorial Board's choir during last year's school concert? At home. Where were you when i received my service star award for being a prefect? At work. Where were you during my primary school graduation? At work. Where were you during my secondary school graduation? At work. What did you do when i said I bought the 20th anniversary Tee Shirt because i needed it? Scold me for buying more clothes.
During the 20th anniversary celebration. I wished so much you would come and watch me dance. I am dancing mum. On stage. Its nothing much, but I wished you would come and watch me. During last year's school concert. I hinted you to come and watch me sing in the choir. I even hoped that you would ask Yiyimama if she wanted to go so that the chances you would go is higher. But, throughout the three days that i performed. You dint even come close to the proximity of the hall. Last year was my secondary school graduation and prize giving ceremony. I was hoping you would at least ask if I wanted you to go or not. But you dint even say a word about it. When i saw Simon's parents' happy face when he got the service star award. I was so envious. He was a just a mere prefect like me mum. Not a very high ranking prefect and his parents would go and see him take the star award. Me? Just the thousands of random students watching.
I am your son mum. Please support me. I wonder sometimes. Would you even come to my graduation when I finish university in four to five years time? I know there are times that I dint ask if you would want to go or not. I know you dont want to. So I dint ask. She dint ask too, and you would show up every time she has a performance. At least dad is fair. He doesnt go for any of hers, nor my performances. Can you show me a little bit of support please? Just a bit.
-Mr^Blue~
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Results out
Hmm. Resuls of my SPM are out today. What can I say about it? Well, still ok I suppose. Could have been slightly better. But I am overall quite satisfied. Heres a lowdown on what I got (in order of decreasing grade):
English A1
Physic A1
1119 A2
Chemistry A2
Moral 3B
Maths 3B
EST 3B
Add Maths 4B
Biology 4B
Malay Language 5C
History 6C
Bible Knowledge 8E
English A1 is expected from me. Hehe. Physics was an unexpected A1. I thought maybe would get a B or A2. Chemistry also. I thought will get B3. But get A2. Nice. Hehe. My Biology. Man, i expected an A for this, why give me a B? Why? Sucks. Cant do anything too. Just face it. The most shocking one to me is none other than----------------Bible Knowledge!!!!!!! 8E man. 8E!!!!!! Thats hell bad. One more grade lower and its fail. Like Leh Bing. Hehe. I always got better than 8E. At least will get a C or B. I expected that i will get a B for my SPM. Somehow it came out an 8E. The rest are somewhat expected especially History and Malay. A bit surprised my Moral got 3. However those are useless subjects. So whatever. Thats all for tonight folks. See yaz.
-Mr^Blue~
English A1
Physic A1
1119 A2
Chemistry A2
Moral 3B
Maths 3B
EST 3B
Add Maths 4B
Biology 4B
Malay Language 5C
History 6C
Bible Knowledge 8E
English A1 is expected from me. Hehe. Physics was an unexpected A1. I thought maybe would get a B or A2. Chemistry also. I thought will get B3. But get A2. Nice. Hehe. My Biology. Man, i expected an A for this, why give me a B? Why? Sucks. Cant do anything too. Just face it. The most shocking one to me is none other than----------------Bible Knowledge!!!!!!! 8E man. 8E!!!!!! Thats hell bad. One more grade lower and its fail. Like Leh Bing. Hehe. I always got better than 8E. At least will get a C or B. I expected that i will get a B for my SPM. Somehow it came out an 8E. The rest are somewhat expected especially History and Malay. A bit surprised my Moral got 3. However those are useless subjects. So whatever. Thats all for tonight folks. See yaz.
-Mr^Blue~
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tired.
God. Your son is very tired with the stress thats surrounding him. He knows that You wont forsake him. But he needs your guidance now. Support him like you have support your people since the beginning. Amen.
-Mr^Blue~
-Mr^Blue~
Thursday, November 27, 2008
The End
As the clock starts slowly ticking down. Every student in class eyes the second hand of the clock move slowly yet surely. Second by second. Then, as fast as it started. The second hand struck 12 and the whistle goes off. The students all give out a big roar of excitement. Yes folks. Its THE END. The End of our dreaded SPM. The day we Form 5 students are looking forward to the most. The day all stress and worries have been taken off from our shoulder.
Well, to be fair. Its just only ended for those science stream students who did not take up account. Those who do, ends only on 1st December. As for the Art side. They end at 4th December.
Boy, was it a crazy ending. Before the start of EST paper 1. Jeen Yan's gang, the FBI (Female Body Investigator) all reverse parked into the road leading into the hall. A total of 10 cars if not mistaken. The scene was hell cool. When everyone came down. All went to their respective cars. And then, on the count of 3. All started honking like mad. That was seriously fun man. The noise. The happiness. So fun. I was honking too. Hehe.
Anyway, its over. What do i have to say? Nothing much. Its just over. Can relax for 1 month more. Then, i will be off to Perth. I'll miss it here. My dear, my family, my brothers in church, my friends, my bed and many many more. Bah, enough with all that emoing. I'm off now. Cyaz
-BlueBerry~
Well, to be fair. Its just only ended for those science stream students who did not take up account. Those who do, ends only on 1st December. As for the Art side. They end at 4th December.
Boy, was it a crazy ending. Before the start of EST paper 1. Jeen Yan's gang, the FBI (Female Body Investigator) all reverse parked into the road leading into the hall. A total of 10 cars if not mistaken. The scene was hell cool. When everyone came down. All went to their respective cars. And then, on the count of 3. All started honking like mad. That was seriously fun man. The noise. The happiness. So fun. I was honking too. Hehe.
Anyway, its over. What do i have to say? Nothing much. Its just over. Can relax for 1 month more. Then, i will be off to Perth. I'll miss it here. My dear, my family, my brothers in church, my friends, my bed and many many more. Bah, enough with all that emoing. I'm off now. Cyaz
-BlueBerry~
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2...............
Countdown. Countdown to my birthday, countdown to my bro coming back. Thats some of the countdowns you can see from people's nick and so on. As for now, people would be counting down to the end of our dreaded SPM exams. One all form 5 students are waiting for. All waiting for it to end. A countdown symbolizes that you have something to look forward to. A hope that something will happen after the countdown. Your birthday, your dearest brother coming back. All of these give you a hope of something.
As i said, alot of Form 5 students are looking forward to finish our SPM. Some earlier than others. Some later. They all have plans for their after-exam parties or events. A few days ago, i was looking forward to it too. Looking forward to everything finishing so that i can buy a PS3. Something that i have been looking forward to for over a year liao. But now, after what my mum said. I dont think i will be getting it. As with my previous post. My mum and aunt is not allowing me to bring my PS3 over. The said its cause they want me to study. But i believe there are other reasons behind.
If i was to buy and play it until i go over to Australia. I would only have one month plus to play with it. Thats why i have decided not to get it. Its a very hard choice that i have to live with. And its a choice that i rather not make. But what to do? Two people are forbidding me from bringing it. And i'd rather not enjoy it than enjoying it for a brief period of time. So there goes my countdown to the end of my SPM. The hope to finish my SPM to finish faster. The event i am hoping after my SPM. All gone.
As of now, i have absolutely nothing to look forward to for finishing my SPM. Sure i would want it to end. But its just the same to me now. Nothing special about ending it. No hope. No countdown. No nothing.
-BlueBerry~
As i said, alot of Form 5 students are looking forward to finish our SPM. Some earlier than others. Some later. They all have plans for their after-exam parties or events. A few days ago, i was looking forward to it too. Looking forward to everything finishing so that i can buy a PS3. Something that i have been looking forward to for over a year liao. But now, after what my mum said. I dont think i will be getting it. As with my previous post. My mum and aunt is not allowing me to bring my PS3 over. The said its cause they want me to study. But i believe there are other reasons behind.
If i was to buy and play it until i go over to Australia. I would only have one month plus to play with it. Thats why i have decided not to get it. Its a very hard choice that i have to live with. And its a choice that i rather not make. But what to do? Two people are forbidding me from bringing it. And i'd rather not enjoy it than enjoying it for a brief period of time. So there goes my countdown to the end of my SPM. The hope to finish my SPM to finish faster. The event i am hoping after my SPM. All gone.
As of now, i have absolutely nothing to look forward to for finishing my SPM. Sure i would want it to end. But its just the same to me now. Nothing special about ending it. No hope. No countdown. No nothing.
-BlueBerry~
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Dilemma.
Ever had something plan long beforehand, but in the end the plan can never go according to plan? Know how that feels like? Yeah, i feel seriously like that. As some may know. I've already planned to get a PS3 long long ago. Heck, i've even done the calculations as when i should do the bank in for it and everything. Timing it so i would get it on the exact day i finish my SPM.
Things happened and i can say i do not know that i should buy the PS3 or not. Heres a low down on what happened.
1. I already bought the games i wanted to play on my future PS3
2. Older sister got scammed of RM680
3. Younger sister getting straight As in UPSR, asking for a new phone
4. Aunt and mum doesnt want me to bring my PS3 over if i want to buy it
No. 1 is still very much tolerable as i can still keep the games in mint condition and keep it as my collection. Who knows they might be worth more in the future. No. 2 and 3 are basically just financial problems, but I can pretty much solve that by finding a second hand seller. Which i already have. No. 4 is the bigger problem. Put it this way, if i buy the PS3 and not bring it over. I would only have a max enjoyment time of lets say 1 month. Whats the point then? Thats the biggest dilemma of them all. Give me some comments on what you guys think for those who do read my blog. I need all the advice i can get. Thankz for reading.
-BlueBerry~
Things happened and i can say i do not know that i should buy the PS3 or not. Heres a low down on what happened.
1. I already bought the games i wanted to play on my future PS3
2. Older sister got scammed of RM680
3. Younger sister getting straight As in UPSR, asking for a new phone
4. Aunt and mum doesnt want me to bring my PS3 over if i want to buy it
No. 1 is still very much tolerable as i can still keep the games in mint condition and keep it as my collection. Who knows they might be worth more in the future. No. 2 and 3 are basically just financial problems, but I can pretty much solve that by finding a second hand seller. Which i already have. No. 4 is the bigger problem. Put it this way, if i buy the PS3 and not bring it over. I would only have a max enjoyment time of lets say 1 month. Whats the point then? Thats the biggest dilemma of them all. Give me some comments on what you guys think for those who do read my blog. I need all the advice i can get. Thankz for reading.
-BlueBerry~
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