Its me

My life as an eSports journalist

2010-04-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hmm. Not sure why I had this inspiration to write this post. Just though I would write about my volunteer job over at GosuGamers and what I hope to achieve from it.

Well what do I do? Basically I do whatever a sports reporter does on the newspaper. I write about the latest player transfer in the professional DotA scene. Do interview with players about their wins at certain tournaments or just a fun interview in general. Besides that, I also help my other colleagues with other things. Such as organizing events and talking with peoples of the scene about some things. Thats more or less what I do I suppose. A lot of people will say that its so stupid to do such a thing. I respect their views, but I dont think its a stupid thing to do. I believe in the future, maybe not the near future but in the future. Wars will be fought out on the computer rather than on the battlefields. Scores between nations will be settled using a mouse and keyboard.

On to what I expect to gain from this. To be honest, I dont know. I know I like writing and getting to know more about the eSports scene. Learning how things work and so on. Its pretty cool. Writing for GosuGamers, is to me something that I can be very proud about. One of the reason being, I am the only Malaysian to write for them. Not only that, I believe that i have contributed to the team in a very positive way. The fact that GosuGamers is one of the biggest sites for DotA and also one of the biggest eSports site in general makes me that much more proud. Coming from a small city in Malaysia, i can write on such a level speaks volumes to me. I may not write as good as some of the better editors from Fnatic, MYM or SK-Gaming. But hei I'm still damn proud of it.

Ok, kinda off topic there. lol. Back to topic. What do I expect to gain. Like I said, I'm not sure exactly. I suppose one of the things that i would like to gain is how to help promote eSports in Malaysia. It may not seem like it, but Malaysia has a pretty thriving eSports scene with very iconic people. For example, our FIFA representative for WCG, Si_Jali can give the top players from Germany a hard time in the final eight matches. We also have a very renowned eSports organization, DuskBin which houses one of the best StarCraft team outside of Korea. While these are all great, I would like to help promote eSports to be more accepted publicly, it doesnt have to be like what you see in Korea, but at least we dont get the stereotype look when we say we play on a competitive level.

That should be all that I seek to gain from this I suppose. Well, thats all I have on my mind right now. So I guess I'll sign off here. See ya dudes.

-Mr^Blue

Random Ramblings

2010-04-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

Cant really think of much to write actually. But still feel like updating. Hmm. I guess I'll just post random stuff going in my mind right now.

Lets see, first thing on my mind. I want to go to Singapore. lol. Want to go to USS to have some fun. Hoping I can head over this year end or maybe beginning of next year. The best would be this June or July. I'm kinda hoping its June or July, well also provided that WCG Asia is being hosted during that time. Go and so some live coverage in Singapore. Woot. But not sure, see how things pan out first.

Second thought, uber STRESSNESS. I got exams coming up and I havent done study at all. MicroEcons and Financial Accounting. Die. Need to do some work next week. Need to slap myself to work. Its going to be hard. But need to try. Come on Terry. You can do it.

Third thing, as some may know, I write for a very big DotA website called GosuGamers. I love the job, if you can call it a "job" as i dont get paid. But well I like it, thats for sure. Anyway, back to topic. Not sure how to say this, but my writing skill seems to be really good that the guys over at myMYM(second largest DotA site) have offered me to work with them. And this time, with some monetary incentive if I do very well. Cool eh? You'd think I'd jump the gun and go to work with them right? Well, I dint, I chose to work at Gosu. Reason? Quite a few, but I cant be bothered to write it down. Hehe. So whatever, next thing, if there is any.

Hmm. Fourth, thinking of something. Hmm. Ok cant think of any. Oh wait, there is. Just to annoy Melo. HyungJun sucks!!!!! He sucks at StarCraft and singing.

Ok thats it for now. Out.

-Mr^Blue~

Update Update Update

2010-04-03T22:10:00.003+08:00

Finally going to update my blog. Guess I've gotten lazy of blogging again. Caught up with way too much stuff in Uni I suppose. Studies, newswriting on Gosu, DotAing and so much more. But meh, life's good so far. Uni is pretty good I suppose. Surprisingly I kinda like Financial Accounting and MircoEconomics as well. Pretty surprised with myself actually. Oh and there was this major HailStorm that happened in Perth, it was like the worse in 15 years. Pretty serious, my Uni's Architecture building and Engineering build was destroyed. Kinda ironic dont you think? The architecture and Engineering building was destroyed but the arts and Business building are all in tact. Anyway, dont know what else to write. So I think i'll just post some photos from my phone for you guys.

The above two are the aftermath of the hailstorm. First photo is taken outside my room. Imagine if one of those hits your head. Ouch. And the second is some of the hail in my hand. Pretty big. As big as golf balls.

This is of course my room. My bed, closet and table.

This is my setup when I frag. Come on baby.

A failed omellete that I tried to make.

Steak and Mash. I make some really good mash potatoes.

Ok thats all for now peeps. Goodbye,

-Mr^Blue~

Stress, emoness and homesick

2010-02-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

Finally decided to post something. Well, like I expected, I will start posting when I am in Perth. Due to three factors. The stress, emoness of life and homesickness. Hence the current post title.

Its been over three weeks since i came back to Perth to pursue my studies once again. This time though, I continue my studies in one of Perth's most prestigious universities, The University of Western Australia. In short, UWA. So yeah, I'm currently studying Computer Science/Commerce. It was Engineering/Commerce before, but i decided to change it like three days before lectures start. Why? You may ask. Its something that I've thought about in the past few weeks. Being an engineer is not something that attracts me. Engineering isn't even something that comes close to being part of my interest. Many people wont agree with my choice. They will look down at me for not giving a try and so on. Fair argument. In the end however, its me who is going to be studying, not you. So respect my choice.

Besides that, I've been pretty homesick this time around. Have no idea why, but I just do. I figured its because this time around, I'll be staying alone unlike last year with my aunt. Staying with relatives changes things so much. Makes you feel much accepted easier. Feels so different living with friends. I guess that is part of life that I have to learn. So be it, bring it on baby.

I guess that will be all for today. See ya later peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

Un-MIA myself

2009-12-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

Oh well. Got back to Miri quite a while ago. Feels good to be back once again, miss the food here so much. Kolok mee, Claypot Prawn Noodles and everything else. Woah. They never tasted this good. lol. Anyway some updates on my life so far:

On the 27th to 29th of November, I was at Meleka. Doing what? Attending the world's most prestigious DotA tournament-SMM Grand National DotA Tournament. Where teams from all around the world to grab the prize pool that is involved. RM42000 to the champions. I dint go just as a spectator, I went as a Media. You see, I am an editor for one of the biggest DotA website in the world-Gosugamers. So I represented GosuGamers at SMM. Went and covered the whole event for them. I did pretty well considering this is my very first LAN and coverage done. Also I was doing it solo. So yeah, pretty good effort from me. Anyway the event was great, I get to meet some really cool players, some I never thought I would ever meet. For example, the whole MYM line-up, PMS girls and the guys from PokerIdol. They are all pretty cool dudes. Also met up with the GameStath shoutcasters, TobiWanKenobi and Will. They shoutcast DotA games really well, props to them for making the event that much better. Oh yeah, one of the highlights of the event was the funmatch between team Media vs team MCiTY from Australia. Team Media lost, but meh, it was damn fun to play. Team media consisted of Me(GosuGamers), ReiNN(myMYM), Toby(GameStath), Will(GameStath) and Phil(Gamestath). Should have seen Toby shouting during the game. He was so loud, guess thats what happens when you shoutcast DotA. lol. The other highlight is of course meeting PMS|furryfish*, the cutest DotA player around. She is a girl btw, I aint gay. Cant really bother reblogging about SMM as I've done it on GosuGamers already. So if you want to read it click here.

What else after that? Hmm. Nothing much I guess. Un-MIA myself for blogging. Got my results. Damn happy about my results. I got 77.3 for my CPS, which I only needed 67. WooHoo!!!! UWA here I come!!!!!!!!! Now to ask my dad for a PS3. Hmm.

Oh and I've decided to close my blog to the public, only those close to me can read it. I'd prefer not to, but things happened so I choose to protect myself. Till next time, see yaz peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

MIA

2009-09-23T08:31:00.001+08:00

I'm going to be MIA from my blog for some time. Due to exams and so on. Gotta study. Hehe. Sorry to my readers. Although I dont think i have many. Thats all I have to say. See ya peeps.

Why Melaka????

2009-09-17T10:59:00.001+08:00

Man. Was looking so forward to going to watch SMM Grand National DotA Tournament this year end. But why does it have to be held in Melaka??? Transport is going to be so hard for me as there is no direct flight from Miri to Melaka. Makes me rethink whether I should go or not. Grr. Grr. Lets hope for the best.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO Clan listen up.

2009-09-05T20:54:00.003+08:00

All those who still consider themselves part of the AWHYO clan listen up, especially those going to KL for the trip next January. I have an announcement to make. And that is, the hotel has been booked. The hotel in question is So just for a heads-up on the pricing of it. Here are the details of the bookings:

Jan 14 1x Deluxe room
Jan 15 1x Deluxe room, 1x Standard room
Jan 16 1x Deluxe room, 2x Standard rooms
Jan 17 1x Deluxe room
Jan 18 1x Deluxe room

The price for each room is as follows(All after tax):
Deluxe=RM138
Standard=RM118.45

As for the room allocation, I took the liberty of arranging who sleeps with who so that it is easier for me to see who needs to pay how much. So here it is.

Jan 14 Deluxe: Terry, Melo, Susan, Hui Wen
Jan 15 Deluxe: Melo, Susan, Hui Wen, Karen, Sing Sien
Standard: Terry, Bryan, Poh Lim
Jan 16 Deluxe: Melo, Susan, Hui Wen, Karen
Standard: Terry, Bryan, Poh Lim
Standard: Sing Sien, Carrie, Doris
Jan 17 Deluxe: Terry, Melo, Susan, Hui Wen, Poh Lim
Jan 18 Deluxe: Terry, Melo, Susan, Hui Wen, Poh Lim

The amount need to be paid per person is the room cost divided by the amount of people staying. So it will be as follows:

Terry: RM168.7
Melo: RM151.8
Susan: RM151.8
Hui Wen: RM151.8
Karen: RM62.1
Sing Sien: RM67.1
Bryan: RM79
Poh Lim:RM134.2
Carrie: RM39.5
Doris: RM39.5

Basically, this post is to inform you guys about it. And there is no backing out now. Even if you decided not to stay in the hotel. You still have to pay me. As there is no way of canceling the booking now. Any question. Please leave comments.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|Emo

2009-09-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

Time to continue with my long overdue post about my AWHYO clan. This time, its the member that i hate the most. The one i despise so very much that I dream on how to kill her every single night. lol. Like tradition. Photo first.

Look at her. That evil face hugging that Hello Kitty. I bet you she's thinking how to kill the cat while taking that photo. Such an evil face. Dont you guys agree?

Besides concocting ways on how to kill that innocent cat. AWHYO|Emo likes to dream a lot. While there are a lot of dreams, there's only a few category of dreams.

The first is the *insert male celebrity name here*-is-so-going-marry-me kind of dreams. Where she drools all night in her dream of a certain celebrity being her lovely husband. Hugging her to sleep, kissing her everywhere, or just standing there so that she can show of to here imaginary dream friends that she has such a popular husband. Mind you, the celebrities that she dreams about arent the good looking ones too. Look absolutely hideous. If not mistaken, the current craze right now is Calvin something, from some random band.

The second one is the I-am-so-damn-rich kind of dream. Where she dreams that she sleeps on money, wipes her ass with money after she goes to the toiler and swim in money. That she can buy all the latest gadgets which she wants, which is always doesnt suite her at all. That she can buy all the top brands like Gucci, LV and Nike. Not knowing that if she buys them, those brands would become a nobody-cares-about brand ever in just one night.

Finally, the most disturbing kind of dream ever, the I-wish-all-my-lesbian-partners-would-love-me-equally dream. You see. AWHYO|Emo has like 10 different partners at once, ranging form being Darling to ai ren to laopo. Too much of a headache to list them all. Having step on so many boats at once, there's bound to be some strife between her 10 partners. So in her dreams, all of her partners love her equally. Giving her the attention that she desperately needs.

Due to the fact that she has so many dreams and she never wants to wake up from these dreams. She is always late for all his appointments, gathering, school etc. By the time she decides to wake up, it would already be half an hour pass the scheduled time. So, a tip to all. Whenever asking AWHYO|Emo out for a gathering of whatever sort, its best to tell her the time is half an hour earlier than the scheduled time.

If your wondering why this particular member has such a name AWHYO|Emo. It can be attributed to her having to balance her love life between her 10 patterns and the dreams that she can never achieve. Also, being cheated every time of the time for gatherings is another factor too.

And thats all about AWHYO|Emo. She is so going to kill me. But meh, its my blog. See ya peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

Merdeka!!!!!!!

2009-08-31T09:24:00.001+08:00

Happy 52nd Birthday to my country of origin. Malaysia. 52 years ago we got independance from the British. Fast forward 52 years to now. We are a prospering country. However we stil got a long way to go. Long live Malaysia!!!!!!!

Oh. And Happy Birthday to fellow AWHYO member-Eric Chong Hao Hsiu. Our very own Merdeka baby. 18 liao. Legal to do most things now. Have a great one although we arent there to help you celebrate.

-Mr^Blue~

PS3 slim looks so crap.

2009-08-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

Grr. Sony just announced the new PS3 slim this morning. I am excited for the announcement of it. But heck, can it not look so crap? Its like a very old console man. Like those from the 80s. I cant show you guys the photos now. Internet has been shaped. So just google it. It'll turn up. Lets just hope when I get it this year the fat would still be around. Or I think i'm going second-hand. End of rant.

-Mr^Blue~

Bus accident

2009-08-14T08:36:00.002+08:00

The bus I was riding on to get to school got into an accident. It was just epicness to the max. It happened at the traffic light at Leach Highway. Heres briefly how it happened.

While i was sitting on the bus that was driving down leach hightway, and then it stopped at the lights and for some reason, I breaked from my regular asian pop 'rockin out' to take stock of the scenery that was, bateman. *Above sentence was typed by an Australian friend of mine* The traffic light just turned yellow and the car at the front was suppose to go. But decided to brake instead. The bus driver thinking she(the car driver) would stop went at normal speed so that he can have more braking distance. You know what happened next.

Off to class. Mr^Blue~ out

-Mr^Blue~

Gamers do have a life

2009-08-11T13:05:00.001+08:00

Just read this on Kotaku. Very fascinating read. It comes to show that we as gamers do have a life. And we do care about our society. Dont see us in a stereotypical way that all we do is just play games, pee in bottles and so on. We do contribute to society and we do give back to it. Treat us with more respect. From a fellow gamer.

-Mr^Blue~

Updates

2009-08-03T22:50:00.003+08:00

Hmm. Been a long time since I updated. No idea why. Couldnt think of much to update I suppose. I could continue with the AWHYO clan, but it's now Melody's turn. Couldnt be bothered. lol. Anyway, here are some updates on what happened these past few weeks.

-Got my results back. Not what I expected. Rather disappointed at myself. Barely passed Physics. Got 70% for Computer Science when I was expecting at least 80%. Chemistry was pretty surprising that I got 68%. Applicable Maths was rather disappointing too. Expected higher. Grr. ELACS nothing to talk about since it doesnt matter in my final mark anyway.

-Confirmed myself going to KL next January for the AWHYO KL gathering. Flight is same as Susan and Melody. Going to be so damn crazy with Melody around. I will sit far away from her. lol. Flight has been booked. Left the most annoying part. The hotel. What want to save lar. What squeeze all together lar. Aduh. Annoying as hell.

-Annoyed and angry at Aunt for nagging about not going to do the Calculus brigding course. Its one of the things I hate most to hear. Comes second to talking about my results. I know my results arent good ok? Dont freaking pressure me anymore. I know what I should do. I'm already 19 for crying out loud. Just shut up and let me be. I will decide for myself.

-In DotA news. Eryc just left the Kingsurf organization and took Ks.Int, Ks.Cn, Ks.Sg and Ks.Cs with him. Just to clarify things. Here is the story as to why he left Kingsurf.
Before WCG-Asian Championship and Asian DotA championship. Eryc split Ks.DotA into Ks.Sg and Ks.my. Results of both teams were underwhelming. So Eryc decided to reform Ks.Dota. However, Ks-Yamateh dint want it reformed and wanted Eryc to just support Ks.My or Ks.Sg. Eryc stood his ground and wanted it reformed. Since Kingsurf has always sponsored Ks.My only. So Eryc left Kingsurf and found a new sponsor. Cyber Gaming Club along with their long time sponsor are the new teams sponsor. They are playing under the tag Razer.CGC until they find a better name. Speaking about names. To find the best name for the new time. Eryc is holding a competition to name the new team. The winner will win a Razer Destructor mousepad signed by Ks.Cn and Ks.DotA. I joined. Hehe. Cant help it. Fan of the team.

-Another DotA news and regarding Razer.CGC. Jolie is back. While Honey is out due to playing too much WoW and no motivation to play. Old school line-up. Woot. The most imba line-up ever. Here is the rooster:

Razer.CGC.Swy (Puppey)
Razer.CGC.joliE
Razer.CGC.LvnT (LevenT)
Razer.CGC.GK^K (Kuroky)
Razer.CGC.Mi (Miracle)

Thats all the updates I can think of. See yaz peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

CYPG Camp

2009-07-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

On the 16th to 19th of July, I went to my first ever camp in another country. It was a camp organized by the church that I attend here in Perth. Comments on the camp? It was great. I really felt God's blessing upon us the whole camp. I can probably rename it into Blessing camp instead of CYPG camp. I'll write on why I think so later. But first. Let me tell you guys something more about this camp.

This camp was held at a location known as Leschenaultia camp site. Long name I know, very hard to pronounce too. The camp site is an one hour drive from the church. One and a half if your slow. Oh yeah. The camp site owner is a Christian, so its good for us too. The camp site isnt bad, there was no water and electricity for almost the whole of the first day. But no matter, its a blessing in disguise. The most amazing thing about this camp site, is that it actually has hot water for showers. Out of all the camps I have been to. None and absolutely none had hot water for showers. God bless. Oh yeah almost forgot. The theme for this camp was "我的团契，我的家".

Remember how I said there was no electricity and water for almost the whole of the first day? And how I said its a blessing in disguise? You might think I am crazy. But I can tell you, its really a blessing in disguise. If you guys know what the theme is about. It talks about being a family and loving one another. Through having no electricity and water we really felt the love and familism(is this even a word?). I think I see question marks appearing on my readers. Ok, here's the deal. Each group was suppose to cook their own dinner last night. The plan was for us to find the hidden ingredients then cook it. But due to the slight setback of no electricity and water. It wasnt possible. So in the end, we were given all the ingredients, a pot of water and a hint on what to cook. That's all. Imagine, a pot of water only. We need to wash our ingredients with that water, clean our utensils and so on with just a pot of water. How difficult is that?

Difficult yes, but its possible. So in the end, me and Kenneth's group decided to team-up to make one large feast. With no water and electricity you would imagine every group member would be whining or complaining here and there the whole time. Amazingly they dint, they did complain at the start but stop after about five minutes and just started preparing and cooking. You can really see the God's blessing in disguise here. Through this preparation progress we bonded together so much better. You could feel that we are just one big family in Christ. Instead of individuals. It was just great. If there was a chance, I would like to bring this activity(minus the no electricity and water part) back to my church in Miri. Its just too wonderful to pass. One of the blessing from the camp.

The second day, there was games to play. Wont talk too much about the games, its not exactly very important. The games was great, 4 man tug of war and a capture the flag style of water fights. Epic. That will be all about the games. In the evening, we were asked to get ready at around 5pm to be whisked away to a secret location. That location being Karakamia wildlife park. Due to some communication problems. The person who was suppose to lead us to the park went off without waiting for us. Because of that, all of the remaining cars lost their way to the park. We searched for the way to the park and found it in the end thanks to God's grace. But we were like 30 minutes late. Hey, we arrived dint we? All's good. Blessing number two.

After visiting the wildlife park, we went back to the camp site for dinner. Dont worry, not cooking it ourselves this night. While having dinner, Adrian started the camp fire outside. It was meant for our sharing that night. Just minutes before the sharing, it started to drizzle. We were all worried that our plans would be ruined. So me and a few other brothers prayed for good weather that night. Once we finished praying, and stepped out onto the campfire. There was no rain in sight. The dark clouds in the sky even cleared, showing us a wonderful night sky with lots of beautiful stars. We marveled at God's great creation and God's grace on this camp during the sharing. Another blessing from God.

There wasn't anything interesting happening on the last day. So I'll skip that. But when I sit back and reflect about this camp. I can really feel God's ever loving grace. How he blesses us in the strangest and most unthinkable way. I am sure many of the camp attendees went back with a lot more than when they came. God bless.

-Mr^Blue~

PS. I forgot to add that I forgot to bring my toothbrush during these three days of camp. I ended up using my finger to brush my teeth. Very unique experience. But not recommended.

Science

2009-07-13T19:57:00.003+08:00

I was watching Bones last night. And some of the comments that they made is rather interesting. Well, the episode was about the murder of a top researcher at a particular college. The motto of the college goes something like this. To Eternity, To *something*, to the future. They argue that science is about researching and studying for the future. Deeming anything that has to do with studying the pass such as carbon dating artifacts, Paleontology and so on, not a field science at all.

Since high school, they have thought us that the definition of Science is "The study of natural phenomena". In short, anything under the sun or anything above the sun for that matter is but a science in its own right. So is science suppose to be up and forward, or should science be in all directions?

Personally, I somewhat agree with what the show has to say. Up and forward. To the future and beyond. Feels so much like Buzz Lightyear's saying from Toy Story "To infinity and beyond!!!". If science wasnt about the future, I doubt that we as human beings would become what we are now. Computers, mobile phones and so on. Its all because scientist are obsessed with the future. Bigger harddisk space, smaller mobile phones, faster ram, farther out into space. Its all about the future. Space exploration is part of what Science should be. You may ask why would it be? Simply because space exploration can show us so many new things. Maybe we can mine meteorites in space? Maybe we can live on another planet? It possibility are endless. Science is all about these. The future and space.

Paleontology and carbon dating as such is just about the past. What has happened before. The origins of life, how old a certain artifact is. Its about the past. It doesnt improve humanities lifestyle at all. It just gives answers to questions that has been asked for generations. Like carbon dating. Its about identifying what timeline a certain artifact belongs to, so that it can be more well placed in human history. Because of this, I would believe that carbon dating is a subset of History. Paleontology is to figure out what happened to the great dinosaurs and so on. Is it necessary for our daily life? Not exactly, It answer questions. Not give us a more comfortable life.

In short, I agree with what the show has voiced out for us. Science should be about the future and beyond. Not the past. So what do you think folks?

-Mr^Blue~

You guys are officially OBB(Orang Bodoh Bodoh)

2009-07-08T18:20:00.003+08:00

I just saw the news that Science and Maths would be reverted back to be teaching in BM rather than English. This is one of the most biggest bullshit ever. If you want your country to increase their English proficiency, then why do such a thing? Its hell bullshit man. Re-introducing English Literature and have classes on grammar and composition? That wont make a difference people. People we just take those subjects as a useless subject like how History and Moral is now. Wake up man. How come out country is being run by a bunch of idiots. Especially the Educational department. And we want to be a modern country by 2020. Fat chance.

Keep up the good work guys, keep up the good work.

Source

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|$$MoneY$$

2009-07-06T21:48:00.005+08:00

On with the AWHYO clan. This time, its AWHYO|$$MoneY$$. After this, theres four more members to go. Finally. Hehe. First up. Photos as per tradition.

Hei. What do you expect from someone whose nick is $$MoneY$$??? Of course she looks like money. lol.

Enough with the jokes. Heres the real AWHYO|$$MoneY$$

See that watch she is holding? Its the present given on behalf of the whole AWHYO clan during her birthday last year. Which is just two weeks away. Glad I am not in Miri or she would be hinting for her present. Phew. Birthday message would suffice.

If you havent already notice from the nickname that has been given to her. She is just so damn money face. If you borrow money from her, she will remind you every single day until you repay it. So be warn on what she would do for money. Also, she wont take anything less than RM100 for present. So yeah, thats a hint for anyone planning to get her any presents.

Money face aside. AWHYO|$$MoneY$$ is a very very very smart person. Straight As for SPM. With that, comes celebration. Guess what? She paid for part of the celebration. Which I can tell you, is extremely rare. Its like finding a dodo bird in Africa. I must thank her though. She introduced me to Sri Maju tuition center, which netted me my A1 in Physics and A2 in Chemistry. AWHYO|$$MoneY$$ is now doing her Matriculation in Labuan. A somewhat great achievement I must say, since Matriculation is very hard to get into especially for Chinese.

Last year, just after the first mock exam for our SPM. AWHYO|$$MoneY$$ got into a car accident. Due to that, her leg is still not fully recovered yet. But coming along fine. I think anyway. We were all really shocked when we heard that she got into an accident. We were even going to rush to the hospital to see her. But she was going to have a surgery when we decided to go. So we waited until the next day. Thank God she is all ok. Just her leg was injured and bones fractured. Besides that, all is ok.

I guess thats all i can think of now. Tired. I'm off. See yaz peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|Mr^Daryl

2009-07-03T11:00:00.003+08:00

Time to continue my long overdue post about my AWHYO clan. This time, its our own air assault leader AWHYO|Mr^Daryl!!!!!!!! First things first. Photo!!!!!!!

As you can see in the photo. AWHYO|Mr^Daryl is checking to make sure our best fighter airplane is in tip-top condition for the next flight. You better make sure its in tip top condition man. Dont want it to crash.

AWHYO|Mr^Daryl is very smart guy. Straight As in SPM. Almost straight A1s too. But due to the government's stupid system. Decided not to give him straight A1s. Blame the stupid government Malaysia has. Favorite subject has got to be English. I think anyway. His English is as good as mine. Hehe. But his is better than mine. He was part of the Chung Hua debate team for two years. So dont think you can beat him in English. Even I cant. Bryan couldnt too. lol.

What else about AWHYO|Mr^Daryl? He is a good pal of mine. Just as much of a techie as I do. He owns an iPhone!!!!! Which I dont. Drools with jealousy. Hehe. I will have to steal it when i meet him. Dont tell him I told you guys but. Hehe.

Oh yeah. One thing that he just loves is Football. The soccer football, not the aussie football or the rugby type football. The real football. Everyday you go to his class. You can hear him, AWHYO|Mr^Eric and AWHYO|Mr^Bryan talking about the latest match that is happening. The best goals. The player transfers and so on. Which I have no idea what they are talking about. Sobs. Sad AWHYO|Mr^Blue~.

AWHYO|Mr^Daryl has a very interesting hobby. That is he likes to fly planes. Not real planes though. Computer simulated ones. The ones on computer. He even bought a joystick with force feedback for it. Cool eh? This is probably due to the fact that his dream is to be a pilot. But due to some unknown circumstances he cannot pursue his dream. I find it sad actually, because I cant get him to help me buy the latest games next time. lol. Joking, just feel sad that someone cant follow his dreams. But all the best my friend. We're all rooting for you.

Its AWHYO|Mr^Daryl birthday is in 10 days. AWHYO|Mr^Blue~ here would like to give a be-earlied (is that even a word?) birthday wish to him. "Happy Birthday Daryl Soon. Good luck in whatever your doing. The gang is here for you."

And thats all for AWHYO|Mr^Daryl. I'm off. See yaz.

-Mr^Blue~

Last subject at 1.30pm

2009-07-02T11:42:00.002+08:00

Woot. After 3.40pm today. I will be free from exam for 2 weeks. Yeah!!!!!! Last subject for the term. Waiting for term3 to come. Hmm. Not such a good thing. Anyway, very confident about today's subject. Computer Science. Yeah baby. Thes best thing yet. Tonight going to watch transformers at Imax. Woot!!!! Anyway, enough of being happy. See ya dudes.

-Mr^Blue~

Mr^Blue~ is at school

2009-06-27T14:43:00.002+08:00

Live from the school's library on a Saturday. Amazing eh? Studying with my friends. Taking a small break right now. Wish me luck guys. Good luck to all those taking exams too. Signing out.

-Mr^Blue~

One down four more to go.

2009-06-26T14:46:00.002+08:00

ELACS has been conquered. Although I think I probably dint do so well on my essay. I chose one of the hardest topics to write. Which is pretty stupid of me. As to why I did that? I have no idea. Meh. Whats done is done. Four more subjects to go. Go Mr^Blue~!!!!!

-Mr^Blue~

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T08:24:00.002+08:00

Not a big fan of Michael Jackson. I can probably say I am not a fan at all. Dont even like his song. But I must admit that he has changed the music industry greatly. Being one of the first Black singer to penetrate the US market. He also invented some incredible dance moves. Moonwalk anyway? Anyway. He just died. At the age of 50. RIP.

Thats all.

PS. ELACS in 30 minutes. Wish me luck.

-Mr^Blue~

Trust me!!!!!

2009-06-23T19:58:00.002+08:00

Cant you freaking trust me???? I am already damn stressed about my results liao. You dont need to do that to me. Give me some freedom and trust me. Please. I even beg it.

Getting worried

2009-06-21T17:27:00.002+08:00

So worried right now. I tried to do some of the past year chemistry papers and I cant seem to do any of them. I dont want my marks to be pulled down by my chemistry again. God please guide me.

-Mr^Blue~

Mr^Blue~ is having exams soon.

2009-06-20T15:25:00.001+08:00

Stressed out. Exams starting next Friday. So worried about my Chemistry and Physics. God please grant me a clear mind to study and a clear mind to answer my question. Keep me in your prayers guys. I really need it. Very stressed about things. Thenkius.

-Mr^Blue~

Definition of Mr^Blue~

2009-06-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

Was sitting in the bust today while on the way home and this came into my mind. What defines Mr^Blue~? Or more specifically. What defines me? As in what makes me who I am? What characteristics do I have that makes me special? The ones that you can tell its me if there was a clone of me running around trying to pretend to be me. Been thinking about it. I have some ideas as to what makes me. Me. Not sure if everyone would agree or not. But its what I think it is. So leave a comment if you dont agree and say why. Thanks.

First off, I am loyal to my friends. Those that I am close to, I am willing to go to any lengths to help them when they are in need. Sometimes its probably a bit over for a friend. But heck. Thats what makes me tick. I've helped someone pay for something he cant. I've sent various friends home although its not on the way. I've helped check friend's Uni assignments late into the night although I am still in College. Sometimes, I think I treat friends better than family. I guess my circle of friends is a part of the defining me.

Another thing is probably my religion. I can say I am religious. My faith is what keeps me going day by day. Fellowships during weekends is something that I look forward to everyday. Sunday worship is a time when I feel at peace. I must be honest. If not for my religion. I probably wouldnt be here typing these words here right now. There are lots of time when life jus feels too much to bear. Too much stress. Too much expectations to meet. Too much of everything. But thank God, I still have him. He helped me through a lot of things. For that I am thankful He brought me into a Christian family.

I like to get myself busy with various activities. Before, in school. Concert, Prefect, Orientation. I've all been involved. I enjoy being involved in them. In the planning. The execution. And finally seeing everything come into perfection. Where every tiredness and stress pays off. Its actually my secret ambition to be an Event Manager. Managing events like concerts, weddings or better yet, game launch parties. Wonder would that happen? Time will tell.

Technology is something that can be closely labeled with me. I love technology. Computers(Macs only), phones, game consoles or anything technology. I love them. I like to read up on the latest news of anything happening in the tech world. I like to be updated on the latest game releases for every single console that I own or dont own. I like to drool on things that is too expensive for me to buy. Me and technology. We are so fit for each other.

"Warriors of the night assemble!!!" Famous quote by Priestess of the Moon of my favorite computer games of all. DotA!!!!! I really like this particular game. No idea why, but its the only game that can keep me hooked on for so long. Been playing it for at least 3 years already. Woah. Thats seriously long. I've seen the imba lifesteal Naix, the cant-kill-anything Storm Spirit and the boring old razor who just chain lightnings. Favorite heroes are Luna, Vengeful Spirit and Rogue Knight(Love the new one).

I am also an avid follower of eSports. Electronic Sports, the very young industry yet having a bright future at the same time. In particular, I am interested in the discipline of DotA. I follow the news of all major tournaments. I follow the news of all team disbandment or pick-ups. Ask me which team a certain player plays for. I am sure to be able to tell you. I'm particularly interested in the Malaysian DotA team and its sub-divisions. Kingsurf.Dota, Kingsurf.International and Kingsurf.China. Hope my application to be a reporter for them becomes reality.

Last but not least, I am an avid gamer. I like to play games. And unlike most DotAians. I do play other games. Not PC games though. Console games. I own a DS, two PSPs and one Wii. The PS3 is coming soon. Look my DS. Touch screen pawns them all. Hard to spread the love sometimes. Hehe. Favorite genre of games is of course. RPGs. Like to explore the virtual land and discover new virtual things. Only RPGs can keep me hooked for hours at ends.

Thats me, from my point of view. Agree or not? Up to you to decide. I might update this if i think there is more to me than those above. Please comment. Thanks for reading. And I am out.

-Mr^Blue~

The dreaded word. Tests.

2009-06-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

Grr. Lots of test next week. ELACS,Physics, Chemistry and Maths. Grr. Dont mind Maths and ELACS. But Physics and Chemistry. Grr. Same day too, one period after the next lagi. Grr. Hate it. Anyway, I've prepared what I should have. Lets hope I can do better this time. Pray for me. I need it.

Oh. I'm thinking of adding a new section to my blog. Not really a section but a category I will blog about. Its going to be called "Peoples in my Life". As some might have guessed. Its about the people around my life. My parents, friends, relatives and maybe enemies(dont have one). I'm going to try and finish the ones about AWHYO 1st then get the new one going. Hope its going to be a good read. Anyway. Thats all for now. See yaz.

Happy birthday to AWHO|Mr^Bryan

2009-06-10T08:20:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to AWHO clan's founder AWHO|Mr^Bryan. All the best in studies and so on. Dont forget us when you leave for some random place due to your JPA ok? We will kill you if you do.

-Mr^Blue~

Never...

2009-06-05T08:16:00.003+08:00

Never enough.
Never happy.
Never satisfied.
Never good enough.
Never up to standard.
Never.......

-Mr^Blue~

Kingsurf updates

2009-06-03T10:13:00.002+08:00

Meh. Stupid ELACS class right now. Just doing random stuff on the internet. Guess I will do some update about Kingsurf. So here goes.

Kingsurf International is now down to five players. Ks^Dendi.ua felt that he dint fit too well ino the team's playstyle and thus left to rejoin DTS. In other startling news. Ks^Jolie.ru joined up with a new team-RoX.KIS. Never heard of this team. But from what I read from comments. They are pretty good. So right now, the roster for Ks.Int looks like this:

Ks^Puppey.ee
Ks^KuroKy.ir
Ks^Levent.tr
Ks^Honey.de
Ks^Miracle.se

In another division. Kingsurf China's captain Ks.longdd.cn just left the team. With someone leaving someone else has to join and that person is Kssssss from GooG. Interesting name eh? Now for the roster:

Ks.N3komatA.cn
Ks.BurNIng.cn
Ks.King_J.cn
Ks.2009.cn
Ks.Ksssss.cn
Ks.abc.cn (GooG.abc - Waiting for army confirmation)
Ks.Liuyifeu.cn (Under 18, unable to play - WCG Rule)

Ks.Cn will join in the DotA division of WCG asia and Ks.Liuyifeu.cn being underage cannot join.

Thats all for now peeps. See yaz.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|Mr^Bryan

2009-05-31T21:03:00.004+08:00

Marching on with the members of the AWHYO clan. This time its AWHYO|Mr^Bryan. To break tradition, the photo of him will be posted last. If I was to describe AWHYO|Mr^Bryan in one word. That word would be emo. He is rather emotional. Sometimes a bit over especially for a guy. Hehe. Dont kill me. Likes to do stupid yet funny things too.

Besides that AWHYO|Mr^Bryan is probably the tallest among the whole AWHYO clan. Very tall man. Its like two melo together in terms of height(Score for jioing melo). Dude, what the heck do you eat? I cant even get as tall as you. Grr. My goal for this year. Get taller than you. Hehe. Not that I care that much actually.

AWHYO|Mr^Bryan is also a very devout christian. A lot of times he cant join us on our gathering is due to his church activities and so on. I respect him for that cause I would do the same. Strangely enough, my activity time doesnt clash with any of the gathering times. Bad luck for him I suppose. God will bless you greatly.

Speaking about being blessed. AWHYO|Mr^Bryan is really blessed in my opinion. Gathering straight As in his SPM exams then getting JPA scholarship. Those who put God 1st shall be blessed by him bountifully. I can see from him that HE does. God bless my dear friend. God bless.

Feel a bit bad that I couldnt celebrate his birthday with him last year. Its probably the only one that I missed out of the whole AWHYO celebrations. Grandmother's birthday is apparently more important than a friend's. Grr. This year cant too. Sobs. Such a bad friend. Slap myself. Slap. Slap. Slap.

Currenly AWHYO|Mr^Bryan is studying in Riam. I heard he is the most handsome one in Riam for this year. lol. Not sure how true is that. Probably not true at all. Hmm. Dont kill me please. Hehe. Like I would be afraid of you. Hehe. Oh. He is also rather good at badminton. Beating everyone loads of times. All except maybe AWHYO|Mr^Soon. One things for sure. He will beat Melo with one hand tied to his back(score two).

Anyway. That will be all for now. Photo up next.

He is the one in specs. Handsome er? Your the judge.

-Mr^Blue~

Fnatic parts way with dota.

2009-05-27T21:02:00.002+08:00

FnaticMSI.dota. One of the most feared name in the Asian Dota community. Tearing through the scene with their prefect teamplay and unorthodox picks. The name will no longer bring fear into the scene no more. As FnaticMSI just parted ways with their DotA team. However, the team is still playing together. Just that they are without a sponsor. Really hope they can find a sponsor soon. Its just great to see their teamplay and picks. Kingsurf.id maybe? lol. Eryc can you consider? Heres the list of players that used to play under the FnaticMSI tag:

Neha "Rinoa" Nair (Manager)
Ritter "Ritter" Rusli (Team Captain)
Ariyanto "Lakuci" Sony
Sugiarto "BaHaMuT" Cahyadi
Farand "KoaLa" Kowara
Andreas "VeLeNo" Lien

-Mr^Blue~

On-stage or backstage?

2009-05-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

Given a choice to be a performer on-stage or a stagehand backstage. Which would you choose? I suppose most if not all would choose to be the performer on-stage rather than backstage. More glamor and fame. Personally, I would choose to be a stagehand. The one who helps silently at the back, supporting the show.

Why would i chose to be a stagehand at the back rather than a performer on-stage? I guess its how I am. I was never good at music, dance or any artistic performance that warrants a show on-stage. The times I have appeared on stage can be easily counted with my ten fingers. With that, I have always been involved in the backstage productions. With all those experience and so on, I felt that the stagehands are more important that the performers. I suppose some people would say that this argument is something like the chicken and egg argument. Which came first?

Any performer without the stagehands cannot perform to their fullest. In contrast, any stagehand can make the performance spectacular. From my time as my former school concert's logistics member to vice group leader and then leader. I have always held on to this fact. Can the drama go on with the logistics group? Or the PA? Can the brassband sit correctly? Can the choir stand properly? No. It has always been a no.

One thing I have to admit though, being a stagehand isnt the best. Theres lots of request to fulfill. Some very ridiculous. Theres also a lot sweat due to the heat backstage. Theres also the prospect that you will be scolded for your efforts. Theres also the probability that no one would thank you for your effort. Truth be told, its a hard job. But its worthwhile to see all your efforts in that one spectacular moment on stage.

Thats what I think anyway. All for now. See ya dudes.

-Mr^Blue~

Happenings

2009-05-24T17:56:00.003+08:00

I find that theres a huge gap between my post nowadays. I'm posting like one article per week, which is rather sad. lol. Anyway, heres some random updates on happenings around me.

-Just found out Susan is going over to Labuan for Matriculation. Rather surprised by this to be honest. Cause well, going for Matriculation is like being trained to be half Muslim. Knowing how Susan is like, its a real wonder why she would chose to go. However, it is a good thing. That way she can have a better future. All the best.

-Melo became so emo due to Susan's leaving. No surprise there. Miss Emo. Hehe. Dont kill me. Hehe. You still got your dear and laopo. Theres like lots of your other "hubbies" too.

-Got 18/20 for my Oral presentation. Stupid Tawsif made my group lose one mark due to referencing. Tawsif got like 19/20. I lost one mark for my timing. Was suppose to talk for just 5 minutes. Ended up being 10 minutes and 50 seconds for mine. Ouch.

-Have a rough idea on what I wanna study next year. Hope its the right choice I make. It aint going to be easy. But I'll preserve. Double degree with Accounting and Software Engineering. Bring it on baby. Gotta study study study.

-Semester exams end of June. Gonna try and score high on my Computer Science, Applicable Maths and Physics. Try and do somewhat ok in my Chemistry. Stupid exams.

-Aunt is coming over here next week. Uncle is planning to buy a house here, so she is here to take a look too. Dont really care if they come or not also. Hehe.

-Got my Computer Science assignment on Hardware back. Got 31/35. Not bad eh? Was suppose to be 29.5/35. But my lecturer must have forgotten to turn the last page when she was tallying up the marks for my assignment. Went and told her and she gave me the 1.5 marks. Computer Science is going to help me so much in my final score this year end. Muahahahha.

Thats all the things that I can think of. Till next time. See ya dudes.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|Mr^Sim

2009-05-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

The above photo is the next member of the elite AWHYO clan. He will go by the name AWHYO|Mr^Sim. I just got word that AWHYO|Mr^Sim just returned back to Miri. As to what he's doing back there. I have no idea. Need to ask him or the other fellow members back in Miri some other time.

AWHYO|Mr^Sim. He is a person who likes to sing a lot. And i mean a lot. He's always the one to grab the microphone while singing Karaoke. Honestly, he doesnt sing that well. Zzz. The pitch and everything doesnt match at all. I can sing much much better. Hehe. I think i can start a concert soon. Free for all AWHYO members. Come come support.

Besides singing, AWHYO|Mr^Sim is an avid fan of cellphones. Whatever info you want to know about cellphones. The latest news, the best fads. He'll know. Even my knowledge isnt up to match with him. But I have more things to keep track of so I guess its forgivable that I dont know that much about phones.

"Sao ar" Thats the quote that AWHYO|Mr^Sim would always say. If something is too crazy, He'll say that. If theres like 10 clones of him. I would know which one is the real AWHYO|Mr^Sim by what he says. Hehe.

Basketball. AWHYO|Mr^Sim most favorite sport. He can do dunks like Kobe. Run like cheetah. Stamina of iron steel. Height of a giraffe. Yeah, he's that good. He is being contracted to play for the national team of Malaysia as we speak. It is rumoured that he will bring the first Olympic gold to Malaysia in the 2012 Olympic games. Gambateh!!!!!!!!!

Sadly, I ran out of ideas liao. Grr. So thats all for AWHYO|Mr^Sim. See ya peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO sticker

2009-05-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

Woot. Melo just sent me a photo of my AWHYO car sticker. Woot. Looks really nice. Cant wait to get a hand on it. Here is a photo of it.

And i failed my physics. I got to one question calculate the orbit radius of satellite. My answer was 2.8m. How impossible is that? Was so confidentless after that. Dint do so well. Dead meat.

-Mr^Blue~

Test much.

2009-05-10T18:06:00.003+08:00

Grr..... College is killing me. So many test starting tomorrow. Physics tomorrow. English on Tuesday. Thursday Applicable Maths. Grr.

Rather worried about my English. Yes. You heard me right. Worried about my English test. I think I might fail it. Unbelievable eh? Its because of the kind of test I am having. Its a summary from an oral source. Meaning we just listen to a text being read out, while we take notes on it. Then we do the summary. Its gotta be the hardest summary I have ever done. The worse part is that its included in my final year exam. I think I'll just fail that part. Get more marks on the rest.

Physics quite confident to get some decent marks I think. Gravity and circular motion. Gravity having a larger percentage. Thank God. I suck so badly at anything that has to do with motion. Gravity is pretty straight forward. Not much formula to use and explain. Fingers crossed.

As for Applicable Maths. Not really sure about it. Need to revise my time series and I should be ok. Linear Programming sap sap water. Love those kind of questions. Anything that has to do with statistics I'm ok with. So just have to remember to revise time series and I should be a-ok.

Thats all for now folks. See ya.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|Olic

2009-05-06T21:57:00.003+08:00

After a long hiatus. It is time to continue the introduction of the members of the AWHYO clan. This time, its the loudest and the one i hate the most. Hehe. AWHYO|Olic. As per usual. Photo first.

Lets see. First, let me tell you why i chose this photo. To answer that question, let me ask another question. Can you see a ghost in this photo? No right. But due to some great eyesight some of the other member have, mainly, AWHYO|SieN, AWHYO|BlurQueen, AWHYO|Olic and AWHYO|$$MoneY$$. They said they have seen a ghost in this photo. These members have some amazing imagination. All i see is a fan, and they can make it into a ghost. Amazing. Just amazing.

Ok. A bit off topic. Back on topic. AWHYO|Olic. The loudest member of the clan. When she gets excited, you can hear her voice from over a mile away. Thats not shouting too, thats just raising voice when being excited. Imagine when she shouts. I dont want to. Maybe I can hear it all the way from here in Perth. Hmm. I should do an experiment next time. Hehe.

I guess I should do an intro on how I know her. Well, its during that faithful year. The year when I was a committee member for the Orientation committee. Being the pervert I am, I arranged for her to be placed in my group. But due to some circumstances, it wasnt possible. However, due to AWHYO|SieN being in my group. I get to know her more. Score one for being perverty. lol. Thats how I get to know her. Through the years, I get to know she is just so damnn loud. Cool down a bit will you? Hehe.

AWHYO|Olic has a catchphrase that every member knows. When she says that, everyone would know it is her. If she doesnt say that. Then you better check if you have the real person or not. That catchphrase is "Wei!!! ____________________". Insert phrase of your choice in the blanks. Sometimes, I imagine her playing DotA. Wei!!! Dont kill me!!! Wei!!! How to move my hero!!!! Wei!!! How to buy items!!!! Would be so damn hilarious. Mission for going back to Miri, bring AWHYO|Olic to cyber to play DotA. Hehe.

By some strange chance, AWHYO|Olic loves to play with my Wii. Keeps wanting me to give her my Wii. Or just let her play my Wii. Which is a big no no from me. Its one of my most precious thing man. How can I give you? Grr... Warning to those who wants to challenge her at Wii Boxing. She is good, beat me quite a number of times, and i am the owner of the Wii. Malu. Zzzz. Got to brush up on my technique. Cant let her win.

Due to AWHYO|Olic's good relationship with AWHYO|SieN. She has formed a sub-division of AWHYO named FIB, which sadly consists of only three members. AWHYO|Olic as president, AWHYO|Mr^Blue~ and AWHYO|Mr^Eric. Due to the name of the subdivision being very vulgar, the full name will not be exposed to the public. Another guess work for all my precious readers. Hint, F is for AWHYO|Mr^Eric, I is for AWHYO|Mr^Blue~ and B is for AWHYO|Olic.

That should be all for this member. Before I end my post. I would like to add my traditional jio Melo sentence her. Melo, your a noob!!!!! Dont get my name wrong in the stickers or I will kill you!!!!!!

-Mr^Blue~

I am an Idiot.

2009-05-01T18:00:00.003+08:00

I am a fucking useless idiot. No so use little piece of crap.

SMM Grand National Dota Tournament

2009-04-30T20:34:00.002+08:00

Woot. Just got news about the SMM Grand National DotA Tournament(SGDNT for short). Why is this just a good news? Cause its the biggest DotA tournament to be held every year in Malaysia. And it just got much much bigger. With bigger prize pool and more goodies to win. This is just going to be so cool. Another great thing about this tournament is that it is that international teams are allowed to join too. Meaning teams like Ravens and Evil Geniuses can join too. Would be so great to see the top teams from around the world duke it out in a LAN tournament. Personally, I'm hoping that eryc get all three Ks teams to go. Ks.DotA probably needs to go through the qualifying stages. But they can win that easily. As for Ks.Int and Ks.Cn. Eryc!!!!!!! Bring them in for this tournament!!!!! I beg you!!!!!!! lol. This would be the chance to see all three Ks teams battle it out. SMM should hold a showmatch before the whole event starts. I will definitely be there to watch this if that happens. Anyway, thats all for now. See yaz.

Kingsurf

2009-04-28T18:20:00.003+08:00

Kingsurf is getting better and better day by day. Just moments ago. Ks-eryc(Kingsurf's manager) just announced another DotA team. The new team being Kingsurf.Cn, the china division of the KS dota team. With that, Kingsurf now has altogether three DotA teams. Not just those mid-level entry team, but one of the best around.

Ks-Best in Malaysia
Ks.Int-One of the top teams in the world now.
Ks.Cn-One of the top teams that China has to offer.

Three great teams, this is such a great achievement for Kingsurf. I hope to see them win lots of tournaments around the world. Not to mention clanwar between each other. Going to be exciting to see Ks.Int vs Ks.Cn. Europe picks vs Asian picks. Lets wait and see. Besides that, with the addition of ex-MYM player H4nn1 to Ks.Int, the team has cemented themselves as the team to beat. Heres a recap on the players in each team:

Kingsurf:
Ks-Papaxiong(Captain)
Ks-Yamateh
Ks-hyhy
Ks-Tofu
Ks-lemion

Kingsurf International:
Ks^Puppey.ee(Captain)
Ks^KuroKy.ir
Ks^LevenT.tr
Ks^Miracle.se
Ks^Dendi.ua
Ks^Honey.de

Kingsurf China:
Ks.longdd.cn(Captain)
Ks.N3komatA.cn
Ks.BurNIng.cn
Ks.King_J.cn
Ks.Liuyifeu.cn
Ks.2009.cn
Ks.Thah.cn

Good luck to all three of Kingsurf's dota team. A fanboy here is rooting for you.

Edit:Something i remembered is that Ks.2009.cn has played for Ks.Int before during MGC last year. Its nice to see him back with the team again. Good luck once more.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|Shan

2009-04-25T14:54:00.005+08:00

Update, update, update. Another post about another of the elite AWHYO clan member. This time its a very tall girl as opposed to the short one in the last one. As per tradition. A photo first.

There she is. Probably cant tell if she is tall. But trust me, she is. Anyway, enough about the tall part. Lets start with how I know her. It was four years ago. Towards the end of the school year of 2005. AWHYO|Shan and I among eighteen others were chosen to be junior committee members for the Orientation Program 2006 for the new students. Thats when I got to know AWHYO|Shan. If not mistaken, she wasnt as close or actually know AWHYO|SieN or AWHYO|BlurQueen yet. But it was all good. during that year's school holidays. We as the junior committee members were tasked to finished a drama that shows how great we are. Through that, I get to know AWHYO|Shan a little more better. Cause well, I was forced to dance the Cha Cha with here. Thats the last time you would see me doing that.

Anyway, fast forward to now. AWHYO|Shan is now doing further studies in Taiwan. Heard its very stressing there. Who told you to go Taiwan? I told you to come Perth liao lor. Hehe. If the readers are still wondering why, its rather simple. Her mum is from Taiwan, so going there would be easier for accommodation and so on. Anyway, more about her. Starting of our Form 4 year. I got to be in the same class with her and the rest of the elitist members. Thats how its was formed. With that, I get to know more about her. Firstly, she is rather smart. Forgot how many As in SPM. A fair bit I must say. Besides that, she knows how to cook rather well. I heard that her sushis are nice. I dont know about that, never had the chance to try it before. Probably not as nice as said, due to the high standard of my tastebud. Hehe.

She has two pet dogs which are so damn aggressive. Barks at anyone who goes near her house. Grr. Stupid dogs. Oops. Probably shouldnt have said that. Ahem. Next thing, due to her cooking talents. She wishes to open a restaurant named "Little Bear Restaurant". As to how that name came about, I have absolutely no idea. Your guesses are just as good as mine. So start guessing.

AWHYO|Shan, AWHYO|BlurQueen, AWHYO|SieN and AWHYO|Olic have formed a sub-group in the elitist clan, called the sisterhood. Its exclusive to the above members only. No addition, no subtraction. I guess Melo is way too emo to be considered as part of the sisterhood(Yeah Melo, I'm going to jio you in every post about AWHYO). As the sisterhood, share the deepest and most darkest secrets with each other which they have sworn to keep in utmost secrecy. Well, probably not darkest, definitely the deepest.

That should be all about her now. I cant think of much about her. Oh wait, she is just as evil as AWHYO|SieN. Very evil. Thats really all I can think off. Signing out now. See yaz peeps.

Edit: Something I forgot. How can I forget that? Thats like one of the most important things about her. What is it? Her birthday. Her birthday is the same day as mine. However she is one year younger than. Interesting eh?

-Mr^Blue~

Sienz

2009-04-23T17:55:00.003+08:00

As a student here in Perth. I sometimes feel very sienz. Not because of the school or no friends and so on. Its just about life. Feeling stressed from parents, from my aunt here, about my results not being good enough. Its all very emotionally taxing for me.

Its been three months since I have came here. In three months. My parents only called me three times. Not to say hello or to ask how am I. But to scold me. First time I admit its my fault. I used up 30aud worth of credit in 1 week. That I admit. Second time was because I dint tell them I was going to the beach to play. Got scolded again. Third time, due to the ridiculous mobile phone call and sms rates, I decided on using the 29 aud cap. Which for your info, by paying 29aud, I get 150 of credit and last for 1 month. But the 30 dollars one, I just get 30 dollars, and it has to last me for 2 months. How de heck can anyone achieve that? Maybe some people who dont have friends can. But not me. So I got scold for deciding what i think its best.

My mum said 29 aud is equivalent to RM100. But honestly, I dont cant even make it out to that amount. At most it is would be RM70. That is expensive I agree. However I pay RM70 but its equivalent of getting RM300 of phone credit. Is that so wrong? Due to this, I now dont dare to spend money on anything anymore. From now on, I wont go out with my friends, I wont go out to the city, I wont go watch movies. I will just stay at home. Everyone needs entertainment right? I cant go out, so I stay at home. I stay at home to play games. I still get scolded for not spending money. I play to release stress and so on. But I get scolded for not doing any work. What do you guy want of me?

Looking some of my friends' blog. Those who have gone overseas studying. They seem to be living a better life than me. They can go out and hang out with friends. They can make their own decision about the amount of phone credit they want to reload. What about me? Deprived of all those. I cant spend. I cant play games. I cant even decide anything for myself now. I always thought you guys are two of the best parents around. I thought you guys would let me make my own decisions. I guess I was so totally wrong. I cant.

About my aunt. What the heck is wrong with you? When I go over the internet limit. I get scolded. When I have controlled myself and not go over the limit. I get scolded. So that means no matter how hard I try, I still get scolded right? Fine. I'll just use up the limit then. I'll get scolded anyway when the time is up, might as well download the series I want to watch and have fun while I can. No point at trying to save it. I'll get scolded anyway.

-Mr^Blue~

Crazy japanese

2009-04-21T11:10:00.002+08:00

Geez. I wonder how crazy those Japanese can get. Not that I dont like their craziness. But some of the things they do are just pure craziness. Maybe I should nag my dad to bring us over for once. Hmm. Anyway, Here are two things that show how crazy they are.

Life size Gundam
First thing. We all know the Japanese are into Mechas and Gundam. What better way to bring it to the whole otaku level than building a life-size gundam model? After completion, it would be 59-foot tall. Woah man. Otakuness at its best.

Next is giant robotic beetle. Its huge and it can be controlled by a remote or in a cockpit. It weighs over 15tonnes. Incredible. I want that. Hehe.

Thats all for now. I'll post more stuff about the crazy Japanese next time. See yaz.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|BlurQueen

2009-04-20T20:54:00.004+08:00

AWHYO|Mr^Blue~ was a great guy eh? You cant ask to know someone better than that. Hehe. Anyway, now for the next person since I have been nagged continuously to continue with the AWHYO member's introduction. Starting it off. A photo of the next member. AWHYO|BlurQueen

There she is. The blur queen herself. Why is she called AWHYO|BlurQueen? The answer is extremely simple. She is so damn blur. You can tell her something straight and she can not get what is being tried to convey to here. This also means she is very forgetful. AWHYO|Olic once asked her to bring a CD to school to give her. Even going so far as to remind her, but AWHYO|BlurQueen still forgot about it. Blur eh? Forgetful too.

Actually, I dont really know that much about this particular member. Besides being extremely blur and extremely frogetful. She's not bad in her studies, netting 9As in her SPM. I think. Or was that someone else? Hmm. No idea. Dont care also. Hehe. Oh, another important feature about her. Get ready for it. Drumrolls.....................................................................................................................................................................She is short. Lol. Strange seeing one of her best sister is like hell tall. Tall and short. Maybe they compliment each other?

Adding something AWHYO|Olic said about her. She is a loud talker. Telling her something secretly, she would say it out loud like afraid no one can hear it. I have no idea about the validity of this character. Cause, well I dont tell her my secrets. So I'm just taking AWHYO|Olic's word for it.Dont blame me if I got it wrong.

Ok, thats all for the third member. I'm off

-Mr^Blue~

PS. Melo, I will skip your intro. Hehe.
PPS. Almost forgot to do my traditional jio melo in my post. MELO!!!!!! Your a big Noob. Ok. Done.

Update on College life

2009-04-15T22:15:00.005+08:00

Woot!!!!! Holidays right now!!!!!! But a bit boring. No car to drive to go around. Even if i do, Perth is a boring city nothing much to do. Hehe. So I guess I'll update on my friends and life in College. College life is stressful yet fun. Life in general is full of sadness and hardships. Not as cheerful as a person as I am before I suppose.

Anyway, life in college. All is ok i suppose. Trying very hard to get my grades better than what it used to be. But honestly, I dont even know why I am trying. My parents wont give me a word of encouragement when I do go. Not even calling to ask "How are you?" Just scolding me for the things I am doing wrong. It makes me to be so afraid to do things in case I did something wrong and got scolded again.

Right, back on topic. Life in college. Stressful but fun. Stressful cause my grades aint what i liked it to be. Fun because I have made new and great friends in the college. Friends from all walks of life, from all around the world. Friends who I may not be able to trust, but at least I can smile and pretend I am ok. For that little while, I can forget about my things.

As for the actual college itself, its not exactly very overwhelming. Its a rather small college. Yes, you heard it right. Small. Even Chung Hua is way bigger. And i mean WAY bigger. I think Chung Hua is like 2 times bigger than Canning College. What they fail in size, they make it up in its facilities. Computer lab, Library, Science labs. All of them way better than the ones back in Chung Hua. The teachers here are also much better. Patient and willing to go over the same thing until you understand it. Thats what college is about.

I guess thats enough with the talking, I'll upload some photos now. About my school and my friends here. Here it goes.

The door entrance to the International office. Where we international students pay our fews and make our enquiries here.

My science lab entrance. More specifically my Chemistry lab. Where all the booms and kapau happens.

The library. Big aint it? Theres lots of computers for students to use and a learning center where students can get help on subjects they are weak in.

This is Himal. No, not hamil. Its Himal. He's from Zambia. A country in Africa. A very friendly guy. Good in Chemistry too. Keeps beating me. Hehe.

Michael from...................... Miri!!!!!! A fellow Mirian. Met up with him during the orientation. Apparently he is Leh Bing's and Agan's mate too. He's lucky though. His family is migrating over to Perth.

A Hongky. Shirley. Pretty eh? Hehe. She loves Stitch from Lilo and Stitch. And I mean loves. All her things are Stitch. Bag, file, pens. Everything I tell you.

The black dude from Bangladesh. No offense meant in that last sentence. Anyway, this guy is Tawsif. He's the same class with me in ELACS and Physics. Pretty smart guy. Top of my ELACS class.

Probably cant see her face. But I'll introduce her anyway. She is Lyn from ummm.... I think Sabah. Hehe. Sleeping during Aplic class. Tsk Tsk Tsk.

Last one for this post. A shot taken during Chemistry class. See that teacher? He is the most boring Chemistry teacher ever. Damn boring. But his powerpoints are useful. Hehe.

Ok, thats all for now folks. See yaz. Signing out

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|Mr^Blue~

2009-04-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

Since I've done the post about our clan lord AWHYO|SieN. Let me do an introduction to another all time member: AWHYO|Mr^Blue~. As the title says it, he is a guy. A great guy to be exact. He has been with AWHYO through good times and bad. He is one of the most important and most prominent member out of the whole gang. Why so? Cause he is always the one to pay for the gatherings first.

AWHYO|Mr^Blue~ is a technology geek. He owns quite a few of the latest and greatest gadgets. Wii, Nokia N95 8GB, Apple MacBook Pro to name a few. Besides that, he loves to play games. From DotA, to DS, to PSP, to the Wii. PS3 coming soon for him. Hehe. He recently became a Windows hater due to Windows being an ass and Bill Gates being so damn rich. Support Mac!!!!!!!

Enough about his hobbies. Now to his character. To many, he is a funny person. And indeed he is. He crack jokes every now and then, lightening the atmosphere. Oh, he like to jio Melo alot. Hehe. Melo, your a noob hai. Design such a shirt for what? Back so ugly. Hehe. Besides that, he is a true friend. He's there when you need him. Willing to listen and help.

Saying so much. I guess everyone would want to see a photo of him right? Here it is:

Great guy eh? His name is Terrence Wong. Hehe.

-Mr^Blue~

BORING

2009-04-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

Guess what I am doing now? Having my computer science class. Its so boring right now. Half of the class isnt around because today is the last day of term 1. Everyone is just skipping class to go home and relax. Since I am such a good student. I decided to stay for the whole day which is until 3pm. Hehe. Apllicable Maths after lunch. All my friends arent around too. Its going to be lonely lunch today. Anyway, thats all for now. Lecturer is still talking so cant type too much. Hehe. See ya peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

AWHYO|SieN

2009-04-06T21:20:00.006+08:00

Since I have already done the introduction about AWHYO. Let me continue with the introduction of each member. I will add a post about each member when I am free. So dont rush me man. Starting with the oldest.

The girl you see above. Is none other than our clan lord. AWHYO|SieN aka Wong Sing Sien. Melo's Ai Ren. How can she balance so many gfs? Sure damn rich to support all umm.... how many gf does Melo have? 6? No wonder she so emo. Cant balance properly. Hehe.

Anyway, back to AWHYO|SieN. Known her since Form 2. I use to sit behind her back in the days. My row was the last row closest to the window while one of AWHYO|SieN's best pal. Wan Xin sat next row. I remember i would always fall asleep in class especially classes like History and BM. There was one very funny case though. One fine morning, during Arts class. I fell asleep. The way i slept is with my hand supporting my head. And with the stealth and silence of a ninja. The art teacher came to me, and wrote the words "Sleeping Beauty" on my hand. When I woke up and saw it, I was so baffled. But it was funny.

Ok. Back to topic. AWHYO|SieN is an evil evil evil girl. She can talk bad things about a teacher for like the whole lesson. She dares to skip Community Service when she was punished to. She dares not to go to school for few days straight without any reasons at all. She dares to forge the AirAsia tickets to say that she leaves one day earlier than she was suppose to, just to get out of school. Hehe.

Other from the evilness in her. She is a good friend. Willing to help people out when needed. I remember she taught me the accounting that was needed to help me passed that particular exam. Although I dropped Accounting in the end. Oh, and she is damn Kia Su. But i guess that suits her since she is going to Singapore soon and the people there are also as Kia Su. She dint dare tell us she went for her driving test until she passed. Come on girl. I failed my theory exam and i dared to tell also. Zzz. Why dont you?

Oh most important thing. The guys who are reading my blog and you think you have a chance. Just scram. She's taken, unless you can buy her a Ferrari then she will consider. If you cant. Dont even bother dreaming. Lol.

What else to say? I guess nothing anymore. Just a shout out i suppose. Good luck my friend while in Singapore. AWHYO will always remember you as the Clan Lord. Do start a AWHYO-Singpore Division. Hehe. Once again. Good luck, take care and be careful.

-Mr^Blue~

Test again.

2009-04-05T20:37:00.003+08:00

Aiks. I have test starting tomorrow. Phys and Chem tomorrow. English report writing and Phys Practical test on Wednesday. The best part. I have done much studying. So dead. Aiks. Got to go study again. On the bright side. I'll be having two weeks of holidays after next week. Woot. Come one baby. Ok off to study. See ya peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

Chicken Cordon Bleu

2009-04-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

Chicken Cordon Bleu: Thin pieces of chicken folded with ham and cheese then sauteed.

See that? Chicken Cordon Bleu. For 19 years of my life. The first time i cooked something so delicious. I feel so proud of myself. Although its a rather simple dish and I had help from Brandon. But it was still a great dish. And its so damn delicious. I feel so good. Hehe. Going to cook it for my mum when i go back. Have a taste of my great Chicken Cordon Bleu. You wait mum. You wait. Hehe.

Anyway, I'll let the photos of my Chicken Cordon Bleu do the talking. Muahahahhaha.

During the baking process. Drools at the aroma being given out.

Taking out of oven. Drools somemore.

Ready to be eaten. Stops drooling.

Mr^Blue~ the top chef(lol)

Happy Birthday mum

2009-03-30T09:40:00.002+08:00

Its your birthday mum. So happy birthday. Just want to say. I'm not such a bad child as you think I am. I dont think you will see this. But thats just to let some steam out. I will do what you want me to. I wont spend my money much and I will study. Dont worry.

-Mr^Blue~

Shivering.

2009-03-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

My heart hurts. My emotions are flying about. My mind cant think straight. My body shivers. God. Help me.

Chariots of Fire

2009-03-26T21:54:00.004+08:00

Chariots of Fire is an annual event organized by the student council of Canning College. That event was held today at the school field. Its a rather fun event to be honest. There's the tug of war against the lecturers and sausage sizzle. The sausage is just nice man. Anyway, enough of the talk. I'll let the photos do the talking.

Jon and Shirley enjoying their sausage bun. Hmm.

Aveline and Shirley kissing their sausage bun????

The lecturers getting ready for the tug of war. Dont think they dont have the strength to pull it because their so old. They won the war 2 out of 3 times. Very impressive if you ask me.

The students getting ready at the tug of war. The students won only once. Such a shame.

Jon trying his luck at the tug of war. I think his group lost. Bad Jon. Hehe.

Thats all the photos there is. There are some other photos about my friends and so on. But I'll leave them to some other time so that i actually have something to add. Thats all for tonight. See ya peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

The Elites

2009-03-25T21:44:00.019+08:00

Some time in the year 2008. A group of thirteen people banded together and formed one of the most elite clans in the school of SMK Chung Hua. All elite and great clans all have a great and bombastic name. Whats this one called? Its called AWHYO. As to what this means, its for us to know and you to find out. If you can that is. We have sworn to uphold the secrecy of this clan name.

This clan is made up of seven girls and six boys. Yes, the girls outnumber the boys here. Heres the elitist according to oldness:

AWHYO|SieN (Wong Sing Sien)
AWHYO|Mr^Blue~ (Terrence Wong)
AWHYO|BlurQueen (Carrie Wong)
AWHYO|Shan (Yii Hee Shan)
AWHYO|Olic (Doris Ting)
AWHYO|Mr^Sim (Sim Poh Lim)
AWHYO|Mr^Bryan (Bryan Goh)
AWHYO|Mr^Daryl (Daryl Soon)
AWHYO|$$MoneY$$ (Susan Ling)
AWHYO|Emo (Melody)
AWHYO|Mr^No.1 (Ee Hau)
AWHYO|Mr^Eric (Chong Hao Hsiu)
AWHYO|Genius (Karen Ung)

Some people may ask, Who is the clan lord? The big kahuna who makes all the decisions? Well, its non other than the oldest one around Wong Sing Sien. The most powerful of all. She has the ability to kick people form this clan, so everyone must obey him. Except me of course. I am just as old as her. So i get immunity. Muahahahhaha. Dont know u guys noticed or not. But the Wong family is big. Three out of thirteen. Woot. While the rest are just random surnames. Some dont even have one. *Ahem*Melody*Ahem*. Thats all for now. Will introduce each member one by one in Future posts. See ya.

-Mr^Blue~

What should I be in the future?

2009-03-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

The road not taken. The road that I must walk on in due course. The path of choosing my career choice. Life is full of decisions. Some that can be mended if you chose the wrong one. Some cant. The ones that can be mended are not that important. The ones that is a no-turning-back decision is the most important one. One of the decision everyone needs to do is to choose their career choice.

Some people already have a set goal in their mind. Engineer, Accountants, Lawyet and the list goes on. But me, I have no idea at all. The field that i want to be in doesnt seem to tickle my parents' fancy. Dont blame them too. The mentality about gaming is still there. Its bad for you. It ruins your life. Blah blah blah. Besides being rejected by my parents, another problem is that its not that easy to earn a living as a game designer in Malaysia. So i've pretty much swept that idea under the carpet.

Whats next on my list? Software Engineer. That allows me some flexibility for going into the gaming industry as most large game companies would need software engineers to write the game codes and mechanics. Theres always a con to everything. With engineering, to me. Its hard to be independent. I mean once your engineer. You'll be working for someone for the rest of your life. Not many engineers are actually capable of coming out and open a company. But thats still an option.

Accountancy is also one of my choices. My dad has an accounting firm. And the job prospect of an accountant is very high. The demand is so high in Malaysia. Problem with it, is that my mum doesnt seem to want me to do Accountancy. No idea why. She just doesnt seem so. Dad should be ok i suppose. But i am not sure. Accountancy is good for being able to open an accounting firm when you have the experience and so on. Its not a bad field too. The pay is enough to sustain my lifestyle. If you know me, then you would know what my lifestyle is like.

What else can i be? I have not much idea anymore. Anyone suggest me a good profession to be in? I'm open to ideas. Leave comments please.

-Mr^Blue~

Emoing and ranting.

2009-03-21T16:39:00.004+08:00

Boredom does strange things to people. In my case, makes me think about myself and my life. I dont know what there is so much to think about. But I just do. If someone was to ask me to describe myself in one sentence. This is what i would say "Its not easy being me". Indeed, its not easy being me. Its extremely hard to be me. Trust me, I know.

Sometimes i wonder if I actually know myself or not. Sometimes, its just so frustrating being me. Trying to be the good child to my parents. But they never seem to know that I am just that. Never have they said a word of encouragement when I help around. Always accusing me of playing too much games when I have already cut down a lot on it. Even now in Perth, its very discouraging. Every time my parents want to talk to me. Its always to scold me or to tell me off. Its never just to ask "How are you?" "What are you going to do tomorrow?". Always to scold me for what I have done wrong. Never seeing what I have been doing right.

I have told myself that i want to be filial to my parents. Want to make them happy. Want them to lead a good life when they are old. However, my efforts never seem to cross over their minds. I listen to what you want me to do. How many times do I actually scold back at you guys before? I just keep quiet and listen to what you have to say even though I am really unhappy with it. I never argue back that what I do is wrong because I know you wont understand me. Not many do. I dont think anyone do to be exact, because like I said. I dont think I understand myself in the first place.

My smile, my laughter, my naughtiness. All a mask of what i underneath me. Everyday going to school. It always crosses my mind what my parents said about me. What my aunt thinks. You wont know what its like. Its mentally and emotionally taxing for me. The only comfort is listening to music. The song from Hear us Out 3 "交给我吧" is the song that gets me through a lot of it. The only song that can comfort me. Its my favourite song.

My heart is bleeding. All these pain and hardships. It hurts a lot. I know God you would only do this to me because You know that i can handle them. I pray that you will help me through these hard times ahead of me. I leave all of this to you and let you lead. Please guide me. I need you.

-Mr^Blue~

Randomness

2009-03-20T07:40:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do while waiting for class to start. So some random stuff. Well, stuff about the eSports scene. More notably the DotA scene. Well, MYM's main sponsor ESNatioon just went bankrupt. So they let go of their whole gaming team. Which sucks big time. Recession hits them hard. Luckily the DotA team will still play together under the name dJooks. Very strange name if you ask me.

Besides that, my favourite DotA team KS. Int just added a new member. Ks^Dendi.au. Good Ganker. So here is the players list for Ks. Int:

Ks^Puppey.ee
Ks^Jolie.ru
Ks^KuroKy.ir
Ks^Levent.tr
KS^Miracle.se
KS^Gunz.uk
KS^Dendi.au

Ok. Gotta go. See yaz.

-Mr^Blue~

Support

2009-03-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

A tall building. A person on the verge of death. A normal teenager. What do all these things have in common? They all need support of some kind. A building needs strong and deep rafters to be able to climb the skies. A sick person needs oxygen masks for life support. A teenager needs the support of his/her parents to feel included.

Thats something that i cant seem to get. Support. Especially support from my family. Not the whole family, just one person. My mum. I dont know why, nor do i understand why she doesnt seem to give me any support at all. She goes to my sister's every single performance. No matter how expensive or hard to get the tickets are. She goes to great length to make sure my sister's performance is the best that it can be.

But me? Nothing. Nil. Zero. Nada. No support for any of my performances. Although I dont perform that many things, nor am I well versed in any special talents, I still need support from you.

Where were you during the numerous performances she had? Backstage helping or front stage watching, waiting for the time to take her photo. Where were you during her primary school graduation ceremony? Sitting at front stage, watching patiently from the start till the end. What did you do when the teacher in charge said they had to buy more expensive pieces of cloth to make the costume? Handed over the money without second though although the costume.

Where were you when i first danced on stage during MGC Pujut's teenage fellowships 20th anniversary? At home. Where were you when i sang in front of thousands of people as part of the Prefectorial Board's choir during last year's school concert? At home. Where were you when i received my service star award for being a prefect? At work. Where were you during my primary school graduation? At work. Where were you during my secondary school graduation? At work. What did you do when i said I bought the 20th anniversary Tee Shirt because i needed it? Scold me for buying more clothes.

During the 20th anniversary celebration. I wished so much you would come and watch me dance. I am dancing mum. On stage. Its nothing much, but I wished you would come and watch me. During last year's school concert. I hinted you to come and watch me sing in the choir. I even hoped that you would ask Yiyimama if she wanted to go so that the chances you would go is higher. But, throughout the three days that i performed. You dint even come close to the proximity of the hall. Last year was my secondary school graduation and prize giving ceremony. I was hoping you would at least ask if I wanted you to go or not. But you dint even say a word about it. When i saw Simon's parents' happy face when he got the service star award. I was so envious. He was a just a mere prefect like me mum. Not a very high ranking prefect and his parents would go and see him take the star award. Me? Just the thousands of random students watching.

I am your son mum. Please support me. I wonder sometimes. Would you even come to my graduation when I finish university in four to five years time? I know there are times that I dint ask if you would want to go or not. I know you dont want to. So I dint ask. She dint ask too, and you would show up every time she has a performance. At least dad is fair. He doesnt go for any of hers, nor my performances. Can you show me a little bit of support please? Just a bit.

-Mr^Blue~

Results out

2009-03-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Resuls of my SPM are out today. What can I say about it? Well, still ok I suppose. Could have been slightly better. But I am overall quite satisfied. Heres a lowdown on what I got (in order of decreasing grade):

English A1
Physic A1
1119 A2
Chemistry A2
Moral 3B
Maths 3B
EST 3B
Add Maths 4B
Biology 4B
Malay Language 5C
History 6C
Bible Knowledge 8E

English A1 is expected from me. Hehe. Physics was an unexpected A1. I thought maybe would get a B or A2. Chemistry also. I thought will get B3. But get A2. Nice. Hehe. My Biology. Man, i expected an A for this, why give me a B? Why? Sucks. Cant do anything too. Just face it. The most shocking one to me is none other than----------------Bible Knowledge!!!!!!! 8E man. 8E!!!!!! Thats hell bad. One more grade lower and its fail. Like Leh Bing. Hehe. I always got better than 8E. At least will get a C or B. I expected that i will get a B for my SPM. Somehow it came out an 8E. The rest are somewhat expected especially History and Malay. A bit surprised my Moral got 3. However those are useless subjects. So whatever. Thats all for tonight folks. See yaz.

-Mr^Blue~

Tired.

2009-03-11T07:20:00.002+08:00

God. Your son is very tired with the stress thats surrounding him. He knows that You wont forsake him. But he needs your guidance now. Support him like you have support your people since the beginning. Amen.

-Mr^Blue~

Tests on Monday

2009-03-07T12:59:00.000+08:00

Man. I have two tests on Monday. Not the east kind like English. Physics and Chemistry test. Argh. Why both on the same day? Why? There goes my weekend. Anyway, wish me luck. I need to study again. See ya peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

Five brothers, Three locations, One God

2009-03-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

Memories long written in the hearts of many. Buried deep in the depth of people, only to be taken out and reflect and cherish upon. As i sit here in front of the computer at 11.30PM(Perth is fast by one hour due to Daylight Savings) after reading my brothers' Sian and Yap's blog. I begin to ponder upon the teenage life i had.

My teenage life? What can i say about it? Its probably going to be the phase of my life that I will remember and hold so dear to my heart once i grow old. Its the phase that I am most proud of. I can pretty much say I had a really uninteresting childhood. No playing with marbles, no catching fish in the sewers. None of them. Just tuition, and watching TV. But when i turned 12 and starting to go to my church's Teenage Fellowship. My life started to be more interesting, more fun.

It is here during my time at this teenage fellowship that i met them. Who are they? If you've read my last post. You can probably guess. My four brothers and me. There was once only four. Now five in total. We had so much fun during this short five years of our lives. Six for me. It is here we found the true meaning of fellowship. What is to serve our one and only God with happiness.

Sometimes, I wonder. How would I be like if I my dad dint ask me to join this fellowship in the first place? I would probably have wasted my time all around time. Going to cyber cafes and so on. But instead, i made a choice. A choice i have never ever forget. To devote my Saturdays to him, and his fellowship. During this period, i have learnt a great deal. How to lead a committee in meeting. How to solve problems that shouldnt be a problem in the first place and so on. Its a great experience and a great preparation for real life.

I remember clearly how this brotherhood of ours started. It started with four. This is how it started. It was a Saturday afternoon like any other, fellowship at church. The activity was Bao Jian Chao Lian or Kang Le. We were divided into four groups. Somehow, the four of us, Josh, Sian, Yap and Me were all split into different groups. Then, the person in charge told us to chose a group leader in each of the group. By God's grace, each group chose each four of us. We all took turns standing up to indicate that we were the group leaders. After the last one, it was Josh i think. Rui Yi said something along the lines "Shi Da Tian Wang" which means Four Kings. With that, this brotherhood of ours was formed.

During our time, this brotherhood was held closely together. We did everything together. Sang choir, had Sunday School together and the list goes on and on. But soon after, a few years back. We added another to this brotherhood. Making it five. Chee Enn. How did we add him? I am not really sure. But we just did. He is part of us now. The five kings. You could see all of us almost everytime in all of the church's big events. Helping out no matter how small the matter is.

But now, our of the five. Three remain in Miri. The other two. Left to further their studies. Although we may have been separated. Theres one thing i am certain about. That this brotherhood still holds strong in each of our hearts. Another thing is that although we are in three different places, one thing is still very common among all of us. We are all still serving the one true God we know in the places we are in. Josh, Sian and Enn are still active in MGC Pujut where I have come to love. Yap is in KL's Panda Church serving too. And me, the guy in Perth. Worshiping and going to fellowships at BPCWA(Bible-Prebetaryian Church of Western Australia).

This this title was born. Five brothers, Three locations, One God. So very true. With this, I want to give a shout out to my brothers.

To Sian the short one: Stay strong, your not the only one with problems. Family is what you have and what is most precious when you stop and think.

To Josh the strong one: I know your looking strong for everyone. I cant say much. Just Good Luck and God would not forsake you,

To Yap the quiet one: I know this probably doesnt sound much. But study the best you can, even by then you still cant get good results. You know you've done your best.

To Enn the chicken-like one: Good luck in your STPM this year. I may say that you fail it all the time, but i dont really mean it. I sincerely hope that you would get great results.

-Mr^Blue~

Memories

2009-02-23T20:27:00.010+08:00

Been in Perth for over a month now. If you ask how I feel? Rather lonely sometimes. New people, new environment, new life. Although I have new friends and so on. I still miss the ones back at home. Miss my church Brothers. Those are some of the best memories i ever had. "Memories", this is how i name the photos i take on my phone. Cause every single photo i take are all my memories. The ones that i cherish close to heart. Being here, i sometimes look at all the photos i have in my album and so on. Its heartwarming to relive some of those memories that i wrote in my own personal history textbook. The one about me. Here. I'll share some of the ones that brings back lots of the memories I have.

Ah. The teenage missionary trip. After the jungle trekking. I was rewarded by Vincent. With a Fu Ying car. lolz. Anyway, the missionary trip was great. I get to see how to live with less. Yet, be more in many other ways. Its just a very great experience.

Aint this cool? Sian bought them for us. Each the initial of each of us brothers' initial. S for sian, T for me, G for yap, J for Josh and E for Chicken.

The very big bunch of prefects of 2007/2008. I sure miss my time of service. But what to do? Its all over. Have fun to the new batches.

This is a more recent photo. It was taken during the Church's Graduation Camp. Was playing an outdoor game. Guess what it is? Realy life dota. Hehe. It was so fun man. Wish to play it again.

I almost forgot we took this photo. This is me, and my other four brothers of MGC Pujut. Since entering secondary school and joining the teenage fellowship. We have been together. Until now, three are still in Miri serving God with unwavering heart. One is in KL studying the be an Engineer. And me, the farthest of them all. Studying dont know what.

This is the 15th Duan Xun students' graduation ceremony photo. I should be in there. But because i came here to study. I had to leave early and not able to finish the whole course. It was a hectic course for me. But i dont regret joining at all. The fellowship time i had with them is something i would never give up for.

The discipline department where i served as prefect for the year 2007/2008. Being in the discipline department has really opened my eyes to a lot things. How to manage those people wont arent making any sense at all. How to work with other prefects to push towards the same goal and so on. It was the best time ever.

The discipline department during the Prefect Camp. Aint we just great?

Hui Ing, Suk Sin and me. We call ourselves the three musketeers of the discipline department because we work well with each other. Dont know why. But we just do. When i heard i was in the discipline department, i never knew i would like it so much. But after a while, i think its one of the best and most special department among the whole Prefectorial Board. Hei, which other department reports directly to a teacher-in-charge?

Concert2008. This is Tony,Jai Seng, Choon Man and Me. We are the proud yet quietly serving Logistics Leader. Choon Man was under me and Jai Seng was Tony's. These two juniors we have. I can just say, they are great. Both have become the top of the prefectorial board 2008/2009. Jai Seng being the Councillor for the Discipline Department, while Choon Man is now the Assistant head prefect. I am proud of you guys. Dont forget your mentor. Hehe.

This is again. The three musketeers. Dont we look great together? Hehe. I mean in a good way. Dont think so much. Hehe.

This is probably the only time you would see me like this. This was taken during MGC Pujut's Teenage fellowship's 20th anniversary's celebration. I was dancing. Yes. Dancing. thats the first and last time you would see me dancing. No more chance. Hehe.

Thats all i can stand to post. Eyes hurt. Hehe. Anyway, have fun looking. Maybe i would do another next time. See ya peeps.

-Mr^Blue~

Maths test tomorrow

2009-02-22T21:13:00.002+08:00

Aiks. I have my first ever maths test since coming to Perth. Hope i can do good. Its the topic about transformation of graphs and graphical solutions of graphs and inequalities. Its not that hard. But just hope i dont get anything by careless, i do that a lot of times. This test also accounts for part of my final mark. So better do well. Prays and crosses fingers. Anyways, i've done most of my preparations and stuff. So wish me luck my friends. I really need it. Hehe. Anyway, thats about it for tonight. See yaz peeps.

-Mr^Blue~(Changing nick)

Live from school.

2009-02-17T13:14:00.002+08:00

Having Computer science now. Hehe. Finished my things. Be naughty a bit. Hehe. Thats all. See you

-BlueBerry~

College life

2009-02-07T17:04:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps. Wonder who is actually following my blog at all? Hmm. Please leave a comment telling me who actually follows my blog. I want to know my audiences. Hehe.

Anyway, on to the main topic. School has started. I'm studying at Canning College right now. So basically, i'm having college life right now. Its strange, i just finished my SPM a few months ago, and now I am starting school all over again. School was never fun nor great. But being at college is way better than being in Chung Hua, although Chung Hua has its perks.

One thing i find interesting about the educational system here in Australia is that the standard isnt really very high at all. High meaning, that the things we study back in Malaysia is actually harder than the people studying here locally. I'm doing the foundation program and the first chapter of my Physics is about Waves. Half of my Physics textbook is actually what i have studied back in Form 5. Revision time.

Although the educational system here isnt high as people has thought. It is however a better system to it. They have what they called "Continuous Evaluation". Our marks are taken into account based on how well we do throughout the year. My final score after i finish my class here is 50% based on the school's assessment and test while the other 50% is based on the final exam. The one is Malaysia is where our 100% is all based on our SPM exams. I prefer the "Continuous Evaluation" rather than what we have in Malaysia.

Another thing that i like about the classes here, is the fact that the class size is small. Max of 30 students per class. In Malaysia, theres at least 40 per class. Stark contrast. The 30 class per students allows for more interaction in class and the teachers can concentrate on individual students better. 40 students per class is just crazy. A nice thing about this college is that its just one leveled, so no need to climb the stairs like back in Miri. But dont worry, i still get exercise. Because unlike the school's in Malaysia, the students move about to get to their next class instead of the teachers moving. Which gives me my daily exercise equivalent of walking up the stairs.

I dont know what else i have to say about my college life here. Its just better than high school life in Miri. Thats all for now peeps. See yaz.

-BlueBerry~

Update on my life in perth

2009-01-24T16:56:00.005+08:00

Sorry about the lack of updates on my blog. Rather lazy and so on. Hehe. Anyway. Its already the 24th January and i am in Perth waiting for my class to start. So what has happened? Nothing much. But i'll say them with the aid of some photos. So here it goes.

First things first. I got my new laptop!!!!!! What is it? Its the new MacBook Pro. Mac is a new thing to me. But after using it for a while. Its great. Even better than Windows. Say no to windows!!!!!! Here is photo of my MacBook Pro.

After that would be my trip here. Nothing much about the trip. Sleepy and so on. Bu she de my hometown and so on. Really miss it.

Anyway, after that i had to go for the Canning College's orientation programme for international students. Its not very fun, but rather imformative. About course selection and subject selection and so on. Met some new friends here. Friends from Hong Kong, Kuching and Sabah. Photos again.

These are the gals from Sabah. The one doing the peace sign is Emily. While the other is Aveline.

This was taken on the bus to somewhere. Forgot where. Anyway. The guy beside me is Jonathan from Sabah. While the guy with specs is Angus from Hong Kong

This is me and my new friends here. I'm lazy to say who is who. So i'll tell you guys next time when i am free and have less people in a photo

This is some lame thing me and my friends did. Dont mind us. Hehe.

This is a cyclops. We saw this at the Murdoch Universities Anamoly Museum. Pretty cool eh?

Now this is what i call cool. Its a head of a horse which died and they used some ways to preserve it. And they cut the horse into pieces so that students can study it more closely. Vey cool.

This is the band that played during the bush dance we had during the last night of our orientation. The dance and so on was fun. Very fun.

Thats my life until now. I dont know what else to add do i'll get off first. Cyaz peeps. Happy reading

-BlueBerry~

Fed Up

2008-12-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

I am so freaking fed up right now. Since 5th December, I have been waiting for an answer to get a new laptop from my dad. That amounts to 23 days. And not to mention the past year that i have to suffer using the freaking idiot ACER laptop that my dad let me use. I ask for the G71 during the PC fair, dad said he doesnt want me to get a gaming laptop. Fine i am ok with that. I suggest the Mac. He said its too expensive. I suggest a HP laptop. But they dont have stock. I told him, he said he wants to call and check. What the heck???? You dont believe your own son???? I am not lying ok? I am not. Fine, you called, then what? No stock right? Need to check for availability right????? I told you!!!!!! Fine, i wait. I ask if i can get the Macbook Pro if the HP is really unavailable. What do you say? Dont want me to get such an expensive one. Its and Apple product for crying out loud. They are expensive. But there are good laptops. Freaking idiot. Now i have to wait again. I have no idea how much longer i would have to wait. I am extremely fed up now. I'm leaving for Perth on 16th. Cant you make up your mind sooner? Dammit.

-BlueBerry~

Hobby

2008-12-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

Everyone has a hobby, whether is collecting stamps, collecting coins, watching TV, sleep or even shopping. Everyone is bound to have something that he/she likes to do and enjoy doing it. And well, my hobby if you havent already guess from my blog is non other than..... Gaming.

Parents say my hobby is expensive. Friends say my hobby is wasteful and i am a "Pai Jai Zi". I really really hate people saying this. Ok, i'll admit that gaming is an expensive hobby. Especially if your an original gaming supporter like me. That i can accept. But if you say its wasteful. I really dont like it. Come on,. some people spend hundreds and even thousands of dollars on something like a car part for their car modding. I just spend 150 on a DS game. A car part will break down eventually and you would need to shell out more money to replace it. But with a DS game, i can clock in at least 50 hours for it. And i can sell it with a decent price once i have finished it. Isnt it more worth it than modding a car?

I guess its probably the mind-set of Malaysian also. Piracy is like part of life here. Its extremely hard to buy original games or DVDs easily. People would argue why should i buy a RM150 game, while i can just download it off the internet. Downloading doesnt even cost a total of RM10. Sure that may be true. But heck, you like the game. Go buy it, support the game company they made it. They might just make some better and cooler games for you to play.

Its hard for an ori game supporter like me. Every of them in fact. Its so hard to get a decent pricing on console games here. But guess i'll just have to do my bit to support them. As for my hobby. Seriously, dont critize me about it. You can say i have an expensive hobby. But never say i should spend my money on something else. Its my money, so shut up on how i use it.

-BlueBerry~

The End

2008-11-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

As the clock starts slowly ticking down. Every student in class eyes the second hand of the clock move slowly yet surely. Second by second. Then, as fast as it started. The second hand struck 12 and the whistle goes off. The students all give out a big roar of excitement. Yes folks. Its THE END. The End of our dreaded SPM. The day we Form 5 students are looking forward to the most. The day all stress and worries have been taken off from our shoulder.

Well, to be fair. Its just only ended for those science stream students who did not take up account. Those who do, ends only on 1st December. As for the Art side. They end at 4th December.

Boy, was it a crazy ending. Before the start of EST paper 1. Jeen Yan's gang, the FBI (Female Body Investigator) all reverse parked into the road leading into the hall. A total of 10 cars if not mistaken. The scene was hell cool. When everyone came down. All went to their respective cars. And then, on the count of 3. All started honking like mad. That was seriously fun man. The noise. The happiness. So fun. I was honking too. Hehe.

Anyway, its over. What do i have to say? Nothing much. Its just over. Can relax for 1 month more. Then, i will be off to Perth. I'll miss it here. My dear, my family, my brothers in church, my friends, my bed and many many more. Bah, enough with all that emoing. I'm off now. Cyaz

-BlueBerry~

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2...............

2008-11-19T19:11:00.002+08:00

Countdown. Countdown to my birthday, countdown to my bro coming back. Thats some of the countdowns you can see from people's nick and so on. As for now, people would be counting down to the end of our dreaded SPM exams. One all form 5 students are waiting for. All waiting for it to end. A countdown symbolizes that you have something to look forward to. A hope that something will happen after the countdown. Your birthday, your dearest brother coming back. All of these give you a hope of something.

As i said, alot of Form 5 students are looking forward to finish our SPM. Some earlier than others. Some later. They all have plans for their after-exam parties or events. A few days ago, i was looking forward to it too. Looking forward to everything finishing so that i can buy a PS3. Something that i have been looking forward to for over a year liao. But now, after what my mum said. I dont think i will be getting it. As with my previous post. My mum and aunt is not allowing me to bring my PS3 over. The said its cause they want me to study. But i believe there are other reasons behind.

If i was to buy and play it until i go over to Australia. I would only have one month plus to play with it. Thats why i have decided not to get it. Its a very hard choice that i have to live with. And its a choice that i rather not make. But what to do? Two people are forbidding me from bringing it. And i'd rather not enjoy it than enjoying it for a brief period of time. So there goes my countdown to the end of my SPM. The hope to finish my SPM to finish faster. The event i am hoping after my SPM. All gone.

As of now, i have absolutely nothing to look forward to for finishing my SPM. Sure i would want it to end. But its just the same to me now. Nothing special about ending it. No hope. No countdown. No nothing.

-BlueBerry~

Dilemma.

2008-11-16T16:55:00.002+08:00

Ever had something plan long beforehand, but in the end the plan can never go according to plan? Know how that feels like? Yeah, i feel seriously like that. As some may know. I've already planned to get a PS3 long long ago. Heck, i've even done the calculations as when i should do the bank in for it and everything. Timing it so i would get it on the exact day i finish my SPM.

Things happened and i can say i do not know that i should buy the PS3 or not. Heres a low down on what happened.

1. I already bought the games i wanted to play on my future PS3
2. Older sister got scammed of RM680
3. Younger sister getting straight As in UPSR, asking for a new phone
4. Aunt and mum doesnt want me to bring my PS3 over if i want to buy it

No. 1 is still very much tolerable as i can still keep the games in mint condition and keep it as my collection. Who knows they might be worth more in the future. No. 2 and 3 are basically just financial problems, but I can pretty much solve that by finding a second hand seller. Which i already have. No. 4 is the bigger problem. Put it this way, if i buy the PS3 and not bring it over. I would only have a max enjoyment time of lets say 1 month. Whats the point then? Thats the biggest dilemma of them all. Give me some comments on what you guys think for those who do read my blog. I need all the advice i can get. Thankz for reading.

-BlueBerry~

Kingsurf won!!!!!!

2008-11-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

Buyeah. Kingsurf won!!!!!! Kingsurf won the Farm 4 Fame round 3. Woot. They were up against a strangely named European team Mom Equals Toilet. If you ask me, their team name is a bit how should i say insulting the great moms all around the world. Dont really like the team name. Anyway. The finals was a Best of 3 match. Kingsurf won 2 to 1. Means they won the first match. Lost the second and won the third. Very nice. Congrats to Kingsurf. Honestly, i dint think they would get this far for an online tournaments giving the lag issue and delay. Heard the ping for Kingsurf was 350. Woah man. 350 thats very high, i'm already having problems playing on 100+ ping and they can play on 350. Respect man. Respect.

Dont have much to add about it so see ya peeps.

BTW, SPM in 4 days.

-BlueBerry~

Malaysian team in for finals in Farm 4 Fame 3

2008-10-31T22:13:00.002+08:00

Wasnt really expecting this. But despite all odds. Our Malaysian DotA team will definitely be going to the finals for Farm 4 Fame 3. Its either team Kingsurf or ucpro-tbun`w4sl will represent team Malaysian to the Finals. Well, this tournament isnt about representing your country anyway. But, the fact that Kingsurf and ucpro-tbun`w4sl will be fighting out for a spot in the finals leaves a spectacle to behold. They will be going against a name strangely named as Mom equals Toilet. Very strange name indeed.

What i wasnt really expecting was that Kingsurf could beat out MYM during the prelimanaries. Kingsurf is a good team, but due to connection issues. We normally lose in online games. KS-hyhy even said the ping during that game was 250. 250 man. Thats freaking high. And considering on MYM's part, the connection should be alot better. Also note that MYM placed second in F4F 2. Another amazing thing is that ucpro-tbun`w4sl was also able to beat out mousesports. Again due to connection issues. Very amazing indeed. Mousesports was the champion for both F4F 1 and F4F 2.

Anyway, thats all i can say about both teams. Great achievement for the DotA teams of Malaysian. Means a guaranteed 3rd place finishing for Malaysia. But we cant be content with 3rd right? Hehe. Aim for 1st!!!! I'm hoping Kingsurf would win. But either way, good luck to both teams.

Click for results of F4F 3

-BlueBerry~

Knowledge and Wisdom

2008-10-29T23:37:00.003+08:00

Knowledge and Wisdom. Two words which are similar in meaning, yet mean totally different things. An old man with no education since young can have zero knowledge of the world, yet he can have a wealth of wisdom in him. Likewise, a person with a degree, pHd or any other high level education certificate can have lots of knowledge of the world, and yet, be poor in wisdom.

Wisdom is the understanding of how to treat people, things and the environment properly. In short, wisdom teaches you the virtues of life. Be fair to people, love the environment and so on. Wisdom can only be obtained through experiences in life. Through the daily routine of interacting with people. It can be thaught from one person to another, but i can never be learnt through the books we see everyday.

Knowledge is but the understanding of how our world works. Why do plants need sunlight to survive? How can fish survive in water? The quest to understand anything and everything about our small small world. These knowledge although important, but if not used right. Can be deadly. Just to the opposite of wisdom. Knowledge can be thaught from one person to another, and it can also be learnt through the thousands of books we find lying all around us.

How does these two things affect us? In a big way. Those who have great knowledge, yet no wisdom on how to use it can cause great havoc on this world. Those who have great wisdom, but lacks knowledge can still make this world a better place by teaching the great virtues of life. A balance of both is the best anyone can hope for.

As humanity's search for greater knowledge about outer space, about nano particles continue. May we pause and think. Do we need all these knowledge? Does all these contribute to the greater good of the world? May we discard all those that is unneeded and strive for better.

With this i end my post by leaving a quote i thought myself

"Knowledge can be learnt through books, but Wisdom can only be learnt through the experiences in life."

-BlueBerry~

Bitten by a Lachesis

2008-10-28T19:14:00.007+08:00

Ouch it hurts. I have just been bitten by a Lachesis. What is a Lachesis you may ask? Its the largest pit viper in the world. Oddly enough, i'm enjoying being bitten. Hurts, but enjoyable. But wait, its not really the snake that bit me. Its the new gaming mouse i got. The Razer Lachesis. Where does it hurt you may ask? The wallet. Man is it painful. The thing cost me RM200+. Ouch.

Short introduction to Razer. Razer is a company which makes premium gaming equipments for professional gamers worldwide. I know some of you may think, Professional gamers? Theres such a thing? Mind you, there is, and they get paid for playing games. Professional gamers are the athletes of the new era of sports-eSports. Razer makes professional gaming keyboards, mouses, sound cards and headsets. Their products are very well-made and very expensive. Your paying for what you buy, so I'm not that fussy. Hehe.

Anyway, like I said, I got a Razer gaming mouse. The Lachesis, its the best mouse in the current product portfolio of Razer. Whats so special about it? Well, for one thing. It has 9 keys on the mouse alone. 9 keys man. How many does yours have? Hehe. Another thing is the DPI, it has sensitivity which you can adjust up to 4000 DPI. Normal mouses have less than 1000 DPI if not mistaken. Another feature that i like is the Profile selection. You can customize what all the 9 keys of the mouse can do, and you can set specific profiles for specific programs. Like when i launch FireFox, I have one button which goes back a page, a button which opens another tab, and another which refreshes the page. Very cool. Expensive, but worth it.

EDIT: Forgot to add the part where i got the mouse pad too. Well, i originally wanted to get the Destructor gaming mouse pad, which is the preferred mouse pad for the Lachesis from what i saw on the Razer website. But my mum got an eXactmat instead. Still cool either way. The eXactMat is great too. It has two surfaces. The X Control for low sensitivity games such as DotA and Starcraft, another surface is the X Speed for high sensitivity games such as CS. What i like about it, is that it comes with a handrest with memory comformance. Meaning the handrest will change its shape according to you wrist and it wont change shape unless you delibrately squeeze it. Another thing which i like is they made the pad so that it has these "feet" on them. They keep the pad in its position so that it doesnt move about when you are gaming.

That should be all about the Lachesis and eXactMat for now. Now i shall poison everyone with some photos of my Lachesis and eXactMat. Next target: Razer Lycosa Mirror edition gaming keyboard. After my PS3 and laptop that is.

The Razer Lachesis in the box

The Razer Lachesis and eXactMat in its glory

Lachesis out of the box.

The Lachesis and eXactMat at work.

-BlueBerry~

My future.

2008-10-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I just got my offer letter to join Canning College for my further studies next year. What does this mean? Well. its official. I'll be leaving this place where i call my home next year and start a new life, with new friends and new environment.

If you know me, I think most of you would agree that i look like someone who is more than looking forward to leave this country. I guess, its true to some extent. I used to have this thinking, but its changed. I am quite a sentimental guy. I cant easily leave everything behind. My feelings towards my friends. Towards my family. Towards my dear. Its something that i have been accustomed to. People who i have been with all my life. Its hard for me to just leave them.

Although I may think like this. I know i have to leave one day. Every bird leaves its nest when it has grown up. Same thing to a boy when he grows to become a man. Its just a matter of time. I guess going earlier is good, learn about other people and culture more than other people. All i can do is suck all those feelings up and just head over to my new life as a college student next year. May God's peace be with me. I really need it.

It may be a new place to me. But I think it wont be too unfamiliar. My aunts and cousins have already migrated there long before i was born. I will be living with them. But still, I'll need to be accustomed to being alone. With no Mum, no Dad and no Sister. Ironically, I'll miss them. But what to do? Its for my own future. I'll just leave everything to the big guy in heaven to decide for me.

This is to my new life next year. May God's peace be with me and guide over while i am there.

For your info, my class starts 18th January 2009. Means no CNY for me. Thats all for now. Cyaz.

-BlueBerry~

Death

2008-10-16T20:05:00.003+08:00

Death. A very frightening word indeed. Death symbolises the end of a persons life. The ending to a very very long soap opera about your life. Quite a number of people are afraid of death. Why? Cause, well they dont know how is life after death. Where they will go after they die? Will they go to heaven? Will their preparations for the afterworld during their time of living enough? And so on.

I for one, am not afraid of death. For i know, when i take my last breathe in this world and leave this world. I will be somewhere better. Somewhere without pain and suffering. Although i am not afraid of death. I wont be looking for forward to it. To me, theres still a lot of things in this world i have yet to accomplish. My studies. My career. My future spouse. My future kids.

I have this thinking which my former BM tuition teacher told me. Only towards the end of your life would you know how much you have impacted the world around you. The people and everything. Its just as the saying "When a tiger dies, it leaves its fur; when a person dies, he leaves his name and legacy". I really like this saying. When you die, everything you once owned, you once cherished is all gone. You cant bring anything to your grave.

You may leave your money, your property, your car behind. But those thing will change ownerships in just a blink of an eye. But what you can leave behind is your undying legacy. People will forget that you once left them RM1000. But people wont ever forget that you helped them during their times of greatest despair. This, to me, is one of the most important things you can do in life. Affect people. Help people and so on.

You can see how a person is greatly respected and impacted people's lives during their funeral session. It is during the funeral. There are a lot of people who attend it. It shows that he/she is a greatly respected person. One that people do not want to see dead if possible.

This is to hope that once day, when my last breathe have been taken. I will leave a great legacy behind. One which will be remembered by people. This is to hoping that during my funeral. There would be a great number of people attending. People who i have helped and so on.

-BlueBerry~

Trial 2 over

2008-10-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

Wootie, woot woot. Trials just ended a few days ago. But just thought of posting it up now. Overall. I think it went rather well. Second trial was easier than the first trial, which is a good thing. As my trial one result was rather bad. Dont dare use those results for my college application. Hope i get better result for this trial. Fingers crossed. Heres a recap on my exams:

Physics: Just one part in structure i dint manage to do. Damn, forgot to study the Logic gates and transistor part. Still should be able to do ok.
Chemistry: Ok ok too. Hehe. Paper 3 was damn lucky. Saw Doris when going to the toilet. She told me how to plan and write the experiment.
Biology: Quite confident with this subject. Always did like Biology more. Paper 3 was a breeze. Managed to read the subject on Variation.
English: One of my best subjects. Nuff said.
English for Science and Technology: EST=English. Do the math.
Malay Language: Useless for me. Go figure.
Moral Education: Useless. Go figure again.
History: Uselss. Go figure x 3.
Additional maths: Worried about this one. No idea why, but i was so moodless to do the paper one after paper two. The simplest question i wasnt even able to do. Dang. Hope its alright.
Maths: Maths teacher said i got 69 i think. Not bad.
Bible Knowledge: Just had it today. Dint study. Test based on memory. Wonder how it goes?

Thats all for now. Cyaz peeps.

-BlueBerry~

Time

2008-10-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

Time. A word synonymous to all. People fight for fairness. To get the worth of money from your boss. To get the love from parents. But one thing is for sure, time is always fair. Everyone is gifted with the same 24hours a day. 7 days a week. 52 weeks a year. And so on. As time passes, so does the memories of our past. Good memories, bad memories. Its all there.

Been reading Ah Sian's blog. Went through every single entry. Damn my eyes are blur right now. But his blog. It brings back lots of memories. Lots of fun times and lots of sad times. The time when we were all together. Serving in the name of GOD for Pujut's Teenage society. Those were the times. I dare say this. My times as a teenage is well lived. I wouldnt exchange it for anything. Some people might spend their teenage years going to cyber cafes and everything. But i dint. I stuck to my religion. I never ever regretted.

My teenager years were full of joy and laughter. Me, Ah Sian, Ah Yap, Josh and Chi Enn. We were the invincible five brothers. We worked for the Teenage society. We served GOD in all the small small ways we can at that time. It was the best. The camps, the game everything. I miss them. But if you ask me now. Would i trade something to reset the past. I would bravely answer you. NO. Why? Memories are meant to be that memories. If you can relive that part of your life that you call a memory. It wont be a memory anymore. It will be like a show you downloaded off the internet. Where you can watch it over and over and over again. Its no longer precious. Its not longer a memory.

With that. I end my post.

-BlueBerry~

Time to pee your pants.

2008-10-02T14:49:00.002+08:00

Today is the Nintendo Media Conference. And guess what? The big N just announced the new DSi. It has all the features that Nikkei stated. A slightly larger screen .25 more inches than the DSl. SD card slot and camera. Pretty cool. Gotta buy. Oh now. My wallet. Zzz. Anyway. I'm rather sleepy right now. Lazy to add more for now. So hope over to DSFanboy and take a look at the new DSi.

-BlueBerry~

Did I mix with the wrong group of friends?

2008-10-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

Did I mix with the wrong group of friends?

DS redesign? Or new DS?

2008-09-29T13:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, on DSfanboy.com. They ran a story saying that the Japanese newspaper have an article about the new DS which would be announced next Thursday during a Nintendo conference. The article says that the new DS would have music playback, built in camera, bigger screen and a SD card slot. Well, this sounds like a whole new DS rather than a DS redesign. I was hoping to have a redesign rather than a new console at such a time. I mean, the DS is still selling very well in places all around the world. So why release one right now? Strange. Anyway, we will have to wait till the conference to find out. Till then. Have fun with your DSes.

Source

-BlueBerry~

The hackery

2008-09-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hacking. What is it? Its a word we come to think as evil, bad and everything in between. Hacking credit card numbers to buy stuff, hacking Game ids to pump their own up and so on. But did you know, the word "hack" is not all bad? Its society that has associated it with being bad and evil. Although the word "hacking" means using a computer to gain unauthorized access to data, it was actually meant in a good way. When the age of computers where starting to grow, hardware grew with it. But being in the infancy stage, alot of potential was left untouched. So those with some rather high understanding of programming and so on find it fit to exploit that potential. This is where hacking comes in. The big companies wouldnt just give out any of their programmes backbone to anyone. So these "hackers" had to improvise. Finding a loophole to the programme so that they can run unsigned code on a specific hardware to greatly enhance its features. So yeah, hacking wasnt meant to be all evil and everything. Its just those people who misused it that made it like it is now.

Here is just a person who hacks for good. This guys is very good with hacking. And i say very good. If you clicked on the link. You will notice he has his DSLR camera linked to his DS. What for? Well, for controlling the camera. Duh. Yeah, you heard me right. For controlling the camera. He can set almost anything with just the DS. The only thing he said that he isnt able to set via the DS is the Apertue. IT doesnt seem that important to him, so he is ok with it. Not sure about the rest. Check his work out. It is just pure ingenious and an engineering marvel. Enjoy!!!

-BlueBerry~

Poisoning.

2008-09-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps. As some might know. I was advertising about selling my black DS lite. Why sell it? Well, to buy the limited edition pokemon DS lite. And guess what? I just got it today. Here is a photo of the packaging:

Thats it. In all its glory. I wont be opening it yet. As i want to exercise some self control over myself so that i can study for my trials. Also, i did promise Ka Yii that i would let her open it. So it stays sealed for now. Thats all folks. Cyaz.

-BlueBerry~

Another Haul

2008-09-13T13:49:00.002+08:00

This was suppose to be posted two days ago. But internet and everything was screw. So can only post it now. Anyway, i bought two more games woot. One DS and one PS3. Final Fantsay 4 for the DS and Soul Calibur 4 for the PS3. Dont ask. I dont have a PS3 yet. I'm stockpiling the games for my future one. Got 3 so far. GTA4, MGS4 and SC4. Woot. Gaming madness when i get it. Anyway here are the photos of the haul:

Here they are. Soul Calibur 4 and Final Fantasy 4. Dont mind the background. Hehe.

Thats all for now. Cyaz peeps.

-BlueBerry~

A gamer's desk

2008-09-07T19:46:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps. Hows life? Mine is ok. Except my results. Oh noooooooooooooo. Meh. Dont talk about the sad stuff. Now, an artists' desk would be full of pencils, papers and so on. A photographers's would have books on photography and some of his or hers photos. And so on. I challenge you to think what a gamer's desk is like. Well, not really challenge. Just show you how my desk looks like. Randomness. So dont mind me. Some might find it cool. Or not. Anyway. Here is it:

This is my desk from a distance. Nice eh? I like how i arranged everything. Very neat. Hehe.

This is my game collection. This is my pride and joy. Small collection, but i am proud of it.

This is my DS game collection. My fav games are all on the DS. Strange eh?

Thats it, thats how a gamer's desk is. Nice eh? Hehe. I'll end here and let you marvel at the wonders. lolz

-BlueBerry~

Duck duck pt2

2008-09-02T20:10:00.002+08:00

Continuing where i left off in the duck story. So i named her Yii Yee. One day, while she was roaming around town, looking for something to eat or rather just walking around. She somehow came across an interesting piece of object. The object isnt big. Quite small. Very useful to some, yet unuseful to known. So she decided to take this particular object. Yii Yee, walked, swimmed and did everything she could to find me. Where was i? I home of course. Suddenly, i heard, a quack on the door and flapping footsteps. Aha, my dear Yii Yee is back. Wonder what she has found today? I thought. When i opened the door. And there she was, the little cute duck duck clutching that object. Its a cure object. Interesting indeed. What is it? Its a little black ribbon with polka dots.

Duck duck.

2008-09-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time. I went fishing. I saw a cute duck in the middle of it. I decided to catch it and called it my own. And i did. I named the cute duck duck. Yii Yee.

Official launch for the PS3

2008-09-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

Woot. Great news for all Malaysian gamers. The PS3 is going to be launched in Malaysia soon. 20th September to be exact. Woot. I am so excited about this. And the timing for me is great too. I was planning to get a PS3 this year and this Malaysian launch just sealed the deal. Local warranty. So nice.

Anyway, they would be a launch event in KL on the 20th September at One Utama shopping complex. Its a good idea to camp out at One Utama before the launch date. Why? Well, for the first 3 customers who get the PS3s, they will be given a RM1000 Sony coupon, usable for any purchase of the second console. Damn cool.

I will envy whoever can get the PS3 set during launch date. So cheap man. For RM1699. You get an 80GB console, Soul Caliber 4, a PS3 game (Selected titles)and a one year warranty. Damn man. Cheap. I want man. I want. But damn you SPM!!!! Damn you!!!! Oh well, guess i'll have to wait again. I have waited so long anyway.

Great move Sony for launching the PS3 officially in Malaysia. We hope you bring more great stuff to us. Namely, PSN reload cards and out very own region PSN. Like lots of users said. We would like to use our Malaysian flag for games. That will be all for now. Cyaz peeps.

-BlueBerry~

Its over!!!!!!

2008-08-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

BuYeah. Its over!!!!!! Hell yeah. And i mean my trial exams by the way. Its over. Although far from the real thing. But its over for now. So what the heck. Relax a bit. And a recap on how i did on the subjects:

BM: I think i can pass this time. I surprisingly have enough points to write my long essay until 4 pages. Woah. Thats amazing.
English: Duh. This will be an A. English has never been a problem for me.
English for Science and Technology: Should be able to ace this one. Except for the information transfer which is a bit confusing and the objective question's answer being very similar, the rest are rather easy.
Sejarah: I think i can pass also. Cause, well, the essay and structured questions are the ones that come out from the Adabi book. Which i happen to read the day before the exam. Still able to answer some of the questions.
Moral: Meh. Useless subject. Nuff said.
Maths: Aceable. Again, they somehow dint test the chapters which i am weak in. God must be on my side.
Additional Maths: OMG, this paper is hard like hell. Especially the second paper. I cant even do the progression question. Dammit.
Chemistry: I am always weakest in Chemistry out of the three science subjects. So this one. Damn had. Dead
Physics: Miraculously, they dint test much on the form 4 topics. Which i am weakest in. Thank God.
Biology: This paper was quite easy in my opinion. But i know i lost at least 6 marks on my paper two. How should i know that tissue was a cardiac muscle? Dang.

Thats all for my test. I still have one bible knowledge test on Saturday. But that shouldnt be a problem for me. Hehe.

Anyway, in unrelated news. KingSurf.Dota of Malaysia just got second placing in the ESWC held in San Jose, USA. Grats to them. I was rather surprised they could beat the powerhouses of dota such as SK.Dota from Germany and MYM.Dota of the Danes . But great achievement nontheless. Oh, they lost to Zenith of Singapore. Interesting to see two asian countries beating the rest of the world. No?

Thats all for now folks. Cyaz.

-BlueBerry~

Sony PSP-3000

2008-08-26T15:40:00.000+08:00

What? Sony PSP-3000? Whats that? Unless your an avid gamer. You wont have any idea what i am talking about. OK here is the deal, the first generation PSP, also know as the Phat are the 1000 series, the slim and lite is the 2000 series. And now, a few days ago Sony just announced the 3000 series.

As you may know, the slim boost some big improvements over the phat. Big, big BIG improvements. So i was wondering what exactly does this new PSP 3000 series have to offer. I was expecting something big. But reality hit me in the face. Slap. It dint really offer much. Here is a low down on what new features they added:

-A new screen which is twice as fast and with anti-glare
-Built in microphone
-Changed the "home" button to the "PS" button

Bug surprise eh? Not. Anti-glare on the PSP is nice, but as something an LYN member said. After applying a screen protector on the PSP 3000 series. The anti-glare would be gone just the same. Built in microphone is nice for frequent skype users. Lastly, i liked the "PS" button instead of the "Home" button. But that is purely cosmetic. Not so much difference.

No comes the question i am asking myself. Should i get this new PSP? I already have two PSPs. Why would i need another one? Well, to complete my collection of gaming consoles and games. Hehe. And whats my answer? I might just get it, only if i have the cash and so on. Even if i would get it. I wont get it as soon as it releases in September. Will wait it out a bit. Maybe wait for a Limited edition one. Anyway, click here for more info on the PSP 3000 series.

Back from camp

2008-08-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

Woah. Its so damn tiring. I am back from the dead. Nah. No one can be risen from the dead. Expect for Jesus. Anyway. Back from a 3 days, 2 nights camp. Camp name being "529". Strange name eh? Not strange if you know the meaning. If you read "529" in chinese it can be read as "I love God". A very fitting theme for the church camp.

I wasnt very keen on joining actually. Because mum wouldnt be so happy and everything. And i think she still isnt very happy. Anyway. I went, joined and came back. Its rather tiring. The games they thought of are just crazy. Pure craziness, but very fun. Good job to the committee. Clap. Clap. Clap. Hehe.

Oh, you wanna know what is my luggage for this camp? I can tell you. I brought absolutely nothing at all. Hehe. Church is just a 5 minutes drive from house. No need luggage. Just come home and shower and sleep. Hehe. I guess thats all for now. Cant think of much to add about the camp. Cyaz peeps

-BlueBerry~

Avertisement

2008-08-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

OK here is the deal. Gamestop USA is selling the limited edition Pokemon DS lite soon in US. And i really want to get it. The problem? I dont have that much cash. So i am going to sell my old DS. Anyone interested. Please contact me via e-mail: terry98000@hotmail.com Really urgent sale.

-BlueBerry~

Trials=Dead Terry

2008-08-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

Aduh. SPM first trial comes so soon. Zzz. But then, the older you get the faster you think time passes by. Its already August. Zzz. First trial is very important for me. I need it to apply for my college. So rather stressed lar. Finished BM today, Chemistry, Physics and Biology paper 3 were all taken on Saturday. Good luck to myself to the rest of the exams. Need to force myself to study for the rest. Also need to try and get rid of the distractions. Way too many. Zzz. Help. Anyway, thats all for now Cyaz peeps.

-BlueBerry~

2nd hand haul

2008-08-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

Woot. What a steal. Got another 2nd hand DS game haul again this month. So happy. Hehe. Well, zio from Lowyat forums decided to let go of some of his DS games. And I happen to snatched 3 of them. Woot. The games i got are Mario Kart DS, Professor Layton and the Curios Village and lastly Trauma Center: Under the knife 2. What a steal indeed. Especially the Trauma Center 2 if you ask me. Since its quite a new game. Anyway. Photos!!!! Hehe.

The 2nd hand games haul

This is my entire DS game collection. Hehe.

Probation Ge Si meh?

2008-07-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

Strange title eh? Let me elaborate more below.

Wednesday Rebecca message me and told me to bring my blazer,nail cliper, notebook and pen on friday. Being part of the Disciplinary department of the prefectorial board i already had a gut feeling there was going to be a spot check this Friday.

Fast forward today. This morning there is a spot check. Woah, i'm psychic. lolz. Anyways, senior prefects were asked to enter the hall during the third period at around 8.20am. While the juniors are to come in at 8.50am. Whats with the time gap? Well, its for a small briefing on today's spot check. Each department's councillor briefed their own prefects on the reason for today's spot check. And what may that be? I was rather pissed at the reason actually.

The reason being some juniors wrote in their reports complaining that the spot check demo we did for them are just for show. We seniors dont do that during real spot check. And here is where the above title comes from. You probabtion prefects so ge si meh? Let you guys go on your own, think so dai sai har? Bull shit lar. What spot check we dont do all those we taught you guys. You come and see us check lar. And that is the reason, show those idiot juniors how we conduct spot checks.

I wont go into detail about the time period during spot checks. Just tell you guys that i was assigned to be in group 3 with Joanne as leader and we checked class 1G. Oh yeah, i can tell you, i checked very thoroughly. Those who complained come find my faults lar. I dare you.

After that, we had a debriefing at the hall. And guess what? Juniors took 25 minutes to finish checking block D and we seniors took 10 minutes to finsih block E. In your face. We are faster and more thorough. Anyway, thats all for tonight. School tomorrow. I'll update on more tomorrow.

-BlueBerry~

Play-asia haul

2008-07-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

Woot. Play asia was having a sale last week. Was so desperate to buy somethings since some are really cheap. The problem? No credit card. But luckily corez from lowyat.net agreed to help me purchase some games. And here it is. The haul for this sale. So happy:

There is it. My babies. lolz. Arkanoid DS with paddle controller, Contra 4 and Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles: Rings of Fate.

Oh yeah. Arkanoid with paddle controller rocks. So much more fun.